Lol
-shinee-
Dexter left for a couple hours
Ive been experiencing major gender dysphoria and I wanna give being a woman one last try....
"One more time, Delaware... one more time"
Theres so many inspiring transgender women and i want to be like them so much
I've been letting my hair grow out and I've dressed more "feminine?" lately and I think he noticed but doesn't say anything
"I look.. pretty"
I walked around the room and spun
I put on a teal dress and these teal Mary Jane heels
"Pretty"
I brushed my hair and put on a bow
-ding!-
"Oh no.."
Hey bunny you okay??
Yea!! Im eating lunch right now
Okay, im gonna be coming home soon our plans got canceled so im on my way
Okay! Do you want me to get something for you to eat???
No thanks, im gonna get ramonas
For me too!!
Always
Its okay he'll be busy at the place then hell be here and ill be out of these clothes
^^^^^
-dexter-
I walked in the house and heard giggles in the room
I put the food down on the table and walked to the room
I opened the door and saw a woman or Shinee or Delaware.
"Im sorry dexter-"
I closed my eyes to respect her And her privacy
"Your food is on the table, you dont have to change clothes its okay, when your ready we can talk about it but we dont have to if you dont want too"
"Im sorry"
"Its alright, when your ready"
"Okay.."
I walked out
I sat on the chair
"I bought that dress"
She walked out
I closed my eyes to again respect her and her privacy
"Its fine, im not that important"
"I still wanna respect you"
"Its fine"
"If you say so"
I opened my eyes
"You are.... Beautiful"
"Really?"
"Mhm"
She smiled
"Sit and eat okay?"
"Thank you, dexter"
She sat down and began eating
^^^^^^
"Dexter..."
"Yea?"
"Do you only like me when im a girl?.."
"No, i like you when you are you, i love you when you are a girl and i love you when your a boy, i love you, i like you"
"Okay"
"Come here"
She sat on my lap
"What do you feel like?"
"I feel like myself, i.. i just dont want someone other than you and me to have control over my identitiy and who i identify as"
"Okay"
"And i wanna just feel free like no one can tell me what to do and i wanna feel like myself, i wanna be selvin again i want to live like before she died, my parents hurt me but it got worse when she died, i want my scars to fade away and i want tate to get better and i want to have fun just once in my life"
"We can have fun"
"Okay"
"Do you wanna go somewhere now?"
"No"
"Alright"
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