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-shinee-
Im having a bad day today.
I yelled at him and i scratched him on his face
Hes angry and im scared
I didnt mean it.. it was too loud...
-dexter-
Hes overwhelmed, things get really fucking loud around here
I told him to sit at the table and think about what he did, hes not in trouble i just need to clean my face
^^^^^^
I left the bathroom and hes sitting infront of the bedroom door with the first aid kit
"Shine"
"Im sorry"
His hand is bleeding and it had glass shards in it
"Bunny what happened"
"Im sorry"
"Let me help you"
I held his hand but he pulled it back
"Stop it!"
"Let me help please"
"No"
"Shinee your hand is gushing blood and your not trying to get the glass out, its gonna get infected"
"Its fine"
"Honey please"
"Its fine"
He was swaying and his eyes looked heavy
"Bun dont pass out please"
"Im fine"
"Lets do this in the bathroom"
"Ill be fine"
He passed out
"I told you"
^^^^^^^
He fell into little space and he wants cuddles and kisses but I'm busy and I just want to ditch work but I need to complete this so i can finally get shinee stuff he deserves
"Cuddle.."
"Hold on my love"
"Pease"
"Just one second"
"Pease daddy"
"Hold on"
He crawled away
"Im so sorry bunny"
He came back with his toy and layed at my feet
"Good boy"
^^^^
I finally finished and i sent my work to my boss along with a big 'FUCK YOU' on the bottom the motherfucker had me working for days
"Bunny"
"Hm?"
"Cmon lets go to bed"
"Mhm"
I carried him to bed
^^^^^
Its the morning.
My little bunny is drawing and im watching the tv
"Daddy look"
"What is it?"
"Its a kitty"
"Oh"
It doesnt look like a cat that much but you know what? Who cares, its a cat to him and thats all that matters
"Do you not... like it..?"
"Oh! I love it"
His smile faded and he looked at the picture as if he read my mind
"This is so stupid"
He ripped it, stood up, and walked to our bedroom
He spit out his pacifier and tugged off his onesie
"Goodness bunny"
I walked to the bedroom
"Bunny"
"Yes?"
"Tell me what's bothering you"
"It's okay"
"You can tell me"
"Im fine"
"Your breaking."
He laid his head in the crook of my neck
"Is it okay if I feel pathetic today?"
"Yes its okay"
"Okay thank you"
"You shouldnt ask how to feel just feel how you want"
"Okay"
"Its alright i feel pathetic today too"
"Can i also be sad?"
"Yes you can"
"Can i cry today too?"
"Yes of course"
"Can i go into little space please?"
"Yes"
"Okay"
He went under the bed and stayed there for a while
"You are safe with me"
I laid next to the bed and closed my eyes
^^^^
I slight pressure on my leg that's trailed to my chest
"I love you bunny"
I pulled him closer
"Mmm"
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