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I missed ts so much

-dexter-

"Shinee, you okay?"

"Mhm..."

he's really weak and fragile, he's been sleeping on our bed and eating mush for weeks, it's all he can do, I've been helping him go to the bathroom cause he said no to a catheter and he cried when I put an adult diaper on him so now I'm just helping him out

"It's okay bunny I know you cant control your body"

his hands and legs have been twitching so ive been getting socked and kicked in the middle of the night and so far itd been one seizure

"Shhhh"

I rubbed his head

"Dexter..."

i rubbed my thumb on his hand

"Whats up bunny?"

"W-when i get better... can i have ice cream?"

"Of course little bunny"

*held him close and carressed by where his scar was, it made him feel better

"Mmm..."

"Tickles?"

"I-i... i cant f-feel it..."

"We put the numbing cream on it to soothe the pain remember?"

"Oh..."

"Your okay"

"My arm is jelly..."

"Your probably about to have a seizure"

i laid shinee on the floor where i put cushions and sanded sharp ends of things so he wouldnt hurt himself

"Mmm i dont feel good..."

"I know i know"

shinee began having a seizure and i rolled him to his side and placed a towel under him

"Shhh"

Once it stopped, i rubbed his back until he blinked twice signaling to me that he was ready to be held

"Daddy..."

I caressed his cheek

"Your okay, these seizures are normal, everything is alright"

i hugged him and we laid down

EEEKKKKKKKKKK soon i will be able to start the future after i finish all my background contexts and stuffs EEEEEE

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