On The Air // JINKOOK

✈️ Chapter 10 ✈️

Jungkook was so shocked by what Jin said, his eyes started to tear up, he couldn't believe what he was hearing. He removed his arms from Jin and looked at Jin.

"Jin look at me" Jin just lowered his head while crying.

"JIN! Look at me!" Jin raised his head slowly to look at Jungkook.

"What did you say?"

"I..I'm pregnant"

"W-what?" Jungkook got up from his bed and headed for the balcony door, he looked very frustrated at that time.

"Jungkook but--" Jin tried to approach Jungkook, but Jungkook turned around with an angry face.

"Jungkook--"

"STOP! You're pregnant and you didn't tell me! You know I have a wife and--"

"I KNOW! I know Jungkook, that's why I decided to have my baby aborted" Jin's cries hurt Jungkook's heart even more, that's not what Jungkook wanted to convey. he was very shocked to hear what Jin just said, Jungkook came to Jin and held both of his arms.

"what are you doing?"

"I aborted my baby" Jin looked into Jungkook's eyes with tears running down his cheeks.

"It's not only your baby Jin, it's also my baby, it's our baby and you..you killed it"

"I have no other choice!"

"You can tell me! I will take responsibility"

"How?" Jungkook was silent.

"How can you be responsible when you are still happy to see your wife wearing nothing when you come home! How can you be responsible when you are still praising her! How? Tell me! I thought of everything Jungkook! But there was no other choice and i'm stupid, I still want to do all of this with you--"

"You regret doing this with me?"

"Answer me!"

"Because I love you! Damn it Jungkook, I'm so fucking love you!" Jin closed his eyes and he felt Jungkook's hands wrapped around his body.

"I'm sorry, I know I can't be like this, I'm aware of my position, I--"

"Sshh.. stop talking" Jungkook let Jin cry on his shoulder and kept rubbing his back to calm him down.

They ended with Jungkook who kept hugging Jin, they lay on the bed, Jin buried his face in Jungkook's chest and Jungkook couldn't stop kissing Jin's head.

"I'm sorry, I shouted at you, I didn't mean to do that Jin, I was just shocked by everything you said, I wasn't ready to hear it and about my wife--"

"No, I should be the one to say sorry, I shouldn't have told you like that, she's your wife, you should always choose her over than me"

"Jin--"

"Jungkook I have to go back to my room before Hoseok and Yoongi come back first" Jin woke up and when he wanted to stand Jungkook held his hand.

"Jin, I still miss you" Jin took a deep breath before looking at Jungkook and smiling.

"We'll meet again tomorrow" Jin pulled his hand and left Jungkook's room. His tears fell again as he walked towards the elevator.

He didn't know why he was talking about the abortion, but hearing Jungkook call his wife made his heart ache so much. Jungkook wants children but not from him, he has a wife and he definitely hopes to have children from his wife.

"It turned out that my decision was not wrong" Jin said in his heart