On The Air // JINKOOK

✈️ Chapter 25 ✈️

At that moment time seemed to stop, seeing Jin crying in front of him and asking Jungkook to forget him was very heart-wrenching. 2 years they fought with their feelings and thoughts. Tossed between leaving or staying and now they are reunited. What for? Is it just to say goodbye?

Jungkook approached Jin slowly and Jungkook jr hid behind Jin's body, Jungkook covered Jin's cheeks and wiped his tears.

"Jungkook please--"

"Sshh, I've followed what you wanted before, I returned home, I met my wife and my daughter, I treated them well, I did it for you, but now I'm tired Jin, I'm tired of continuing to do things I no longer want, Jieun is so perfect, but because of that perfection I'm afraid to have her, because I know how imperfect I am, I'm just an asshole who wastes women like Jieun. It's my fault, but loving you isn't fault Jin. You came at that time and changed my feelings, feelings that were never shared with anyone before, you took it from Jieun, this heart is already yours. I will still be responsible with Rosie but please don't ask me to go back there because I just want to be here with you, with our son, let it be once I'm just responsible with you Jin, with what you've done and sacrificed before, please, listen to me this once, I'm tired of pretending, I'm tired of lying Jin. Just for once, let me be honest with my own feelings."

"But--"

"Please, I really miss you Jin, please"

"I can't" Jin lowered his head and Jungkook pulled his body into his arms, letting Jin cry in his chest and Jin continued to hold Jungkook jr's hand tightly.

"I love you baby and I will always love you"
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After a long discussion, Jin finally took Jungkook back to his house, where Jieun and Rosie were waiting for him.

"Jin.."

"You promised me Jungkook, me and our son will not go anywhere, meet your wife and talk to her, also meet Rosie and tell her how much you love her" Jungkook nodded and turned to the back seat, he saw Jungkook jr looking at him with pouting lips .

"Can I call you Jk? That seems better?" Jungkook jr immediately smiled, he liked the name.

"Can I call you daddy? Appa said you're my father too" Jungkook was surprised when JK said that, but he was very happy to hear that.

"Will you hug me?" JK nodded and hugged Jungkook.

"Daddy will be back, take care of your appa until daddy comes okay?"

"Yes daddy"

"I love you Jin" Jin just nodded and smiled.

"Okay, I understand" When Jungkook wanted to leave Jin held his hand, making Jungkook turn his head.

"I love you too" Jungkook kissed Jin's cheek before getting out of the car and into his house.

"Appa, why did daddy kiss you? But he didn't kiss me?" Jin chuckled and kissed the boy and then left.
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Inside the house Jieun who heard the sound of the door opening immediately ran from her room and saw her husband coming, she immediately hugged Jungkook tightly but Jungkook pushed her body gently.

"I'm sorry Jieun, I came here to finish what was unfinished between us"

"What..what do you mean?"

"Where's Rosie?"

"She is playing at Soyeon's house"

"Good, I think it's time for me to tell you, I want us to get a divorce, I will pay for all of Rosie's needs and she will still have my love like before but--"

"You left the house and came back only to divorce me? Did you meet that man? Did you guys--"

"Enough Jieun! I'm talking about us not him"

"But because of him our marriage fell apart!"

"No, it's not because of him, it's because of me"

"Don't defend him in front of me! You're my husband Jungkook and you promised to spend the rest of our lives together! You promised to make me happy! And that's why I waited for you all this time, because I always expected it to happen!"

"I'm sorry Jieun, it's my fault and I don't justify anything, but I don't have any feelings other than loving you as a person who means a lot to my life, you are too good for me and it makes me feel guilty for sharing my feelings"

"Then leave him! Come back to me, to Rosie, I'll forget everything and start over, please"

"I really love him Jieun. Hr left me because he was pregnant and now I have to take responsibility for everything I've done, I brought him back to the wounds he had lost. I can't make him bear it alone and be happy with you, I can't"

"Then what about me? Don't you ever think a little bit about how I feel when you with him? I'm waiting for you with anxiety because I know your job is risking, I was only given a moment to hug you while sleeping and the bed was cold again when you left, I'm waiting for you to come back with High hopes, I love you with all my heart Jungkook, forget him, please forget him"

"I'll take care of our divorce tomorrow, I'll get out of this house, you can have it, stay here with Rosie and--"

"NO!!! Please!! Please don't leave me please!! Come back to me, I beg you!!! Leave him forget him, he doesn't love you Jungkook, please" Jieun held Jungkook's hand tightly with tears on her cheeks.

"Enough Jieun, don't force me to endure, do you want to spend time with people who don't love you anymore? we're over Jieun, I'm sorry, it's my fault, I can't choose you like Jin asked, he always says you guys are not an option , and that's true, as long as he's right. I don't have to choose between you because my heart has already decided who the person is and it's not you Jieun, I'm sorry, I can't keep sleeping and wake up with someone I no longer love, while my mind is thinking how is he there without me, if you want to blame someone, blame me, not him. Because he asked me to come back to you, just like what you asked me. But my heart can't keep pretending Jieun, I want my tiredness to end, find the best man who can will treat you well without sharing his feelings with others, and let me choose what my heart chooses"