Xenacious

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Dear, Wren

Something about the way you told me you were xenacious, it was out of the blue and I didn't believe it.

"I promise, I want to change"

You said that everytime I said you were lying, I would wince when you grabbed my arms - the arms you would kick and punch till they bruised or till I begged you to stop.

It was a memory you brought onto the two of us when you saw my face in pain, you told me you were xenacious a few days before you disappeared for a month. Was it my fault you left? I kept saying you were lying and that made you upset? I'm sorry if it was my fault I guess.

You didn't even say goodbye before you left, all you did was hand me a dictionary and say -

"I love you"

And then hurriedly left, not a kiss goodbye either. I really wish I got that kiss goodbye, but if I did I think it would've made it a lot harder to get over you.

You know I'm using that dictionary right now? I figured out what the words meant.

I knew you weren't really xenacious, you just wanted me to fall in love with you again - because you knew I was getting ready to leave you. You knew I was done with you.

I'm not the bad guy in this fake love story right? It's you, you hurt me more times then I can count.

You changed me.

Sincerely, Wilbur











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