Jack's Pov:
I woke up today like usual. God it was so bright in my room somehow. It was like God himself appeared! I rubbed my eyes and sat up in my bed. I really didn't want to go to work today but yet, I had to. God I'm so fucking tired. I got out of bed and went straight to the bathroom. Then I just stared into the mirror, looking at each imperfect I had. God I'm so gross. Soon, I looked away before I did anything.. bad.. to uh.. myself. But uhm, then I went to the bathroom. Like a normal person? God who am I kidding, I'm not normal at all! After that I brushed my teeth. God I hate life. I really don't wanna go to work, but at least I get to see Dave there right-? God.. why is that even a good thing. He probably will never see me like how I see him. Especially if he knew that I was.. trans.. I really can't tell him about that. I just started thinking about all of this, for no reason. Why am I thinking about this. I haven't even gone to work yet. It's best that I don't start off my Day like this. Maybe I'll have a good day. Who knows. I soon went to my closet to get a shirt. I already had my binder on since I always remember to put it on in the morning. I looked through my shirts, trying to pick out the best one. Should I wear this orange one? Maybe this black one? Maybe this purple one? Wait.. I have a purple shirt?! I don't remember buying this.. Did Dave somehow leave this?! I- I think I'm gonna wear this one.
I put on the purple shirt. It was somehow my size? Maybe this isn't Dave's after all? I probably got drunk or something and bought it. I do look pretty nice in it tho. I wonder what Dave will think..
I put my pants and belt on next, then my shoes, then my name tag. I already had socks on since I sleep with socks on every night. It just makes me feel more comfortable. I wiped my glasses and then put them back on. It's so annoying when they get all foggy.
I didn't even have time to eat breakfast so, I went to my car, got in, and was on my way to work. I finally got there, parked my car, and went in side. My Day was about to begin.
