The Storm Inside Me.

5. ComaBaby

Opening his eyes, Porchay knew one thing: he bitterly regretted what he had done.

Porsche's look, his disappointment, broke Chay's heart.

Kinn's worry was also alarming, he was afraid his senior would have a heart attack from all the stress...

Only Tankhun was compassionate, he stroked Chay's hair affectionately.

''It was a mistake,'' he said in a strangled voice. "I didn't mean...I didn't mean to worry you guys, I'm sorry, everyone."

Porsche inhaled deeply, Kinn's hands on his waist as if to help calm him down, Tankhun smiled kindly at him but something in his eyes worried Porchay.
In his hospital room, there was Porsche, Kinn, Tankhun as well as Arm and Pol. But one person was missing. Khun No noticed Chay's bewildered gaze and patted his hand before discreetly motioning for him to be quiet, then he turned to Kinn:

"Take your wife out for a bit, she fills this room with negative vibes. It's doing no good to our baby..."

"Fuck you..."

"Porsche" Kinn pulled Porsche against him and he proceeded to massage his tense shoulders. on the balcony.

Porsche gave Kinn a look, showing his vulnerability, only Kinn had the right to see that side of Porsche, a weak man worried to death for his little brother... Then Porsche raised an accusing finger at Chay before roaring:

''I warn you little brother, you will have to explain to me why we found drugs next to your passed out ass! "

"Porsche!" Tankhun yelled at him like an annoyed grandma and shook Chay's hand.

Porchay had a burning nose, he was holding back tears, he knew what he had done was wrong: but he had ruined his life. He had no future, and he no longer had HIM. .....Him...Kim... Kimhan Theerapanyakul.. Wik.
He was everything Chay had dreamed of. He cast a sad look at the eldest brother of the family before saying:

"I was.. stupid. I thought he would have intervened."

" Um? Who's Nong Chay? " asked Pol, who was playing on his phone and Arm rolled his eyes, forcing his colleague to stand.

"Khun No, we'll wait outside the door, be comfortable to chat..... Ai'Pol wait for me, I want some coffee too! "

Tankhun blew most of the air out of his lungs before tucking some locks back into Porchay, with concentrated expression:

"Are you talking about my brother? That idiot Kim? "

"... Yes.... I... Wanted to make him react, by making a mistake, he had already forbidden me to do so, this time I told myself that P'Kim would have come too..."

Tankhun stopped his movement and tilted his head.

" Do you like him that much ? "

Porchay looked down, he didn't even know what he was feeling anymore. But Tankhun patted his shoulder before sighing.

'' Ah, I understand better then, you rather succeeded... To make him react I mean. Kimhan literally freaked out when he found out you were in the hospital. "

Chay's heart trembled, he stared intensely at Tankhun, the latter had glitter on his eyelids and he had dyed his eyebrows in fushia pink... It was quite strange. Well Tankhun Theerapanyakul was a strange one for sure, but he had a tender heart.

"What do you mean P? He didn't even come..."

"Oh?? Are you kidding me boy? He was one of the first to organize your stay here, he chose the room and the staff himself. He won't let MY doctor Top come near you, I don't know why! This idiot came only once, he terrified everyone, he was covered in blood so Kinn had to make him leave !..."

Porchay felt his eyes widen and he grabbed Tankhun's wrist.

'' What do you mean ?! "

"...Let me talk maybe...?"

Tankhun grumbled, pulling Chay's hand away. "Kimhan has lost his mind I told you, he's so protective of you, it's almost disgusting, he's worse than that pervert Kinn! He wandered past your door covered in blood from who knows who. ... No don't look at me like that, it wasn't his! Poor Kinn, Poor Top! We had to explain this situation to the hospital and to the patients, it was a big problem and he refused to leave!"

Suddenly, someone knocked on the door, a single knock.

"Khun No? Your brother is here...'' Arm had a serious tone, he asked his master to come out and the latter frowned...

"When we're talking about the wolf...Watch out, Nong Chay, he's furious. I'll always be here to protect you, okay my little baby? You can rely on Papa Tankhun...''

"Khun No! Arm growled once more, and this time the man left the room.

Porchay then noticed Kim's presence. He entered silently and closed the door behind him, his face contorted and his eyes seemed to be scanning Chay's body.

"Good evening, P'Kim..." Porchay muttered, his head lowered. He was suddenly ashamed of himself, and his cheeks changed color.

Kimhan approached slowly before sitting down on a chair, his long hair now touching his shoulders and he even had a blonde streak covering his right eye. He had many piercings too, and his lips had some dark shade of lipstick.

Kim crossed his legs, he put his slender hands on his knees, and he carefully scrutinized Chay's face.

'' What have you done, Porchay? ''

"..I..." Porchay stumbled on his words, he didn't want to admit his mistake, it was humiliating, he had acted like a child to get his parents' attention.

Kim's hard voice whipped the air ''If you refuse to obey me, I prefer to warn you now, I won't leave you alone. I was ready to let you go, and just watch you from a distance, I even felt remorse and wanted to apologize to you, and here's ....what you have you done? Trying drugs from some fucking dealer ?! ''

The tone was so harsh, Porchay looked up at Kim, they were both angry. The atmosphere was suffocating.

"I don't see why you are..."

"Drop that brat attitude, Porchay. "

" I AM NOT..."

"Porchay." Kimhan stood up and he leaned into Chay's face, close enough that the young man was afraid of his death gaze. ''If you are unable to live a normal life, I will force you to stay like a good boy by my side, but you need to know one thing: you will find hell much sweeter than your existence by my side. You wanted my attention by acting like this ? Congrats, brat. You have it, deal with the consequences now. I will never let you go. "

Kimhan's words had the effect of a slap, Chay frowned, he felt his throat tighten, Kim straightened up slowly and he left, not without slamming the door.