The Storm Inside Me.

22. All this time

One morning, Chay woke up with a bad feeling, he frowned, he had had a strange dream.

Kimhan wasn't there, he had too much work, he often slept in his rehearsal room.

The young man, who had the right to a day off, decided to put on his shoes and went to join the huge house of the Minor family. He knew Porsche was working there, like some kind of boss there, especially with Vegas.

"Oh, hi, buddy," Macau gave him a small smile, he was sitting in the living room, a Chinese book on his lap.

'' How have you been since the last time? Were you punished harshly?" Porchay was a little worried for his friend, but the latter seemed calm.

"It's ok, nothing new, Uncle Korn yelled at me, Hia laughed but P'Pete was angry, and Kimhan threatened to kill me... As usual."

Macau chuckled before tossing his book on a table without delicacy, then he approached Chay: "How is Tin?"

Porchay shrugged.

"He's gone home, the coward, but he's fine, but he never wants to go out in a nightclub with you again, by the way..."

Macau rolled his eyes as he rolled up the sleeves of his red jacket, he showed the way to Porsche's office, it had been their father's before...Porchay knocked and Porsche's tired voice answered

'' Come in ! "

"Hello, hia..."

"Chay !" Porsche immediately offered a smile to his little brother before getting up and giving him a hug, he nevertheless pushed Macau: '' You don't come near him, go back to finish your book, remember what he said Pete, you have to translate it completely.''

Macau grumbled a little but he obeyed rather obediently.

Porchay raised an eyebrow, he was curious: '' This is his punishment? He has to translate a Chinese book?"

"...Not one..." Porsche shrugged before chuckling, "Pete has him translate every book in this house...And they have a huge library."

"Aw, poor thing."

Porsche burst out laughing before offering a chair to his brother and he handed him a can of soda.

'' Are you okay ?"

"Yes, and you? I see you less often with P'Kinn..."

Porsche looked sad for a moment and he pursed his lips before patting his brother on the shoulder:

"We're not...together anymore."

Porchay gulped.
He began to cough and drops of soda flew everywhere under Porsche's disgusted gaze.

'' WHAT ? WHAT THE HELL! HOW..WHY...EH !!! Hia, I thought you were madly in love, did you guys break up ?!"

''Porchay'' scolded Porsche, he got up to grab a handkerchief.

'' No, I don't believe you... Explain to me, how? Why ? I don't understand, P'Kinn is crazy about you... He cheated on you? If he dared, I'd cut off his balls myself!"

Porsche burst into a sad laughter, he hugged his brother despite the sticky soda and sighed.

"Kinn...has been blinded by jealousy ever since I've worked with Vegas... And things got worse lately..."

Porchay frowned, "But that's ridiculous, all this time P'Vegas has been with P'Pete as well..."

Porsche nodded before stroking his little brother's hair: "Even you understand that...But Kinn couldn't bear to see me with his cousin anymore, and the situation was getting...suffocating. We were arguing every days and nights...It was unlivable..."

Porchay pursed his lips, he hugged his big brother, he saw that he was trying to stay strong and proud but his look was sad and his heart was broken. Chay cradled his brother to him like a loving mother, allowing Porsche to be more fragile for a moment.

"Thank you..'' whispered Porsche straightening up, after needing a quiet moment.

"Hia" Chay's tone was so serious it startled Porsche. "I know, I know you, you like when things are simple but love is complicated. I know you don't like arguing with P'Kinn...But what I also know is that you love him to death. Hia, you won't let anyone hurt P'Kinn, will you?"

"Hmm..."

"And...I know you'll be sick just thinking about P'Kinn with another man."

Porsche winced in anger and crossed his arms, growling. Even though Porsche complained about Kinn's jealousy, he was no little better: in truth, he was even the king of jealousy.

"See, you say you broke up, but you can't even stand the thought that P'Kinn coul..."

"That's enough.'' interrupted Porsche dryly. "I understand, I'll think about it... And you? Your fucking relationship with that asshole? Still don't want to dump him?"

Porchay laughed a little, he wanted to hide the fact that Porsche had just hurt him: no, he would never leave Kim. Kimhan was his and he wouldn't be stupid enough to let him go with someone else... Even if he was a cruel bastard and a killer. Porchay would give up everything just for one minute with him.

'' Ai'Kinn told me about his damn punishment... What right does he have to punish you? He's not your father or even a member of our family. What did he ask from you...?"

Porchay bit his lip, technically...

"We are from the same family, in fact..."

"Yuk." Porsche rolled his eyes, "Cousins ​​on paper at most, but we don't have the same blood."

Chay nodded, his only family had always been his brother, and he didn't consider anyone else that way. Even his relationship with his mother... Well, Chay didn't know why, but he didn't really see her as his mother, but more like a stranger. Even Porsche had a hard time, only Korn stayed by her side for hours, as if he was obsessed with her...

"I have to start working again, but you didn't answer, is that jerk hard on you ? Tell him to fuck off ..." sighed Porsche.

"I am fine, hia, I'll leave you then, I love you, man."

Porsche lightly punched Chay on the shoulder with a grin. Then the young boy decided to go inside, but Macau stopped him before he opened the front door:

" Chaychay !"

" Nope."

"Hey you didn't even listen to what I have to say!"

"You must have a bad idea..."

Macau crossed his arms, he looked offended before scolding:

'' I'm a great guy, I always come up with great ideas! Come on, don't you want to come see your dear Kim?"

Porchay winced and he faced Macau crossing his arms: ''Why? He is at work, since last night, he even slept in the studio because he finished late so I prefer to leave him alone..."

"He lied to you," Macau sneered, before tapping on his phone keypad, "Kimhan and my brother have gone to a brothel."