Jamarian was one of the happiest babies ever! Always smiling and drooling just full of life I couldn't ask for anything more. After becoming a mom things began to change a bit for me. I tried to stay on the narrow path, but it seemed as if no matter what I did trouble seemed to always found me. By the time I had turned 19 I had been in trouble with the law a couple of times, but nothing would compare to what I was fixing to happen next. After being in and out of trouble I found out I was pregnant with my second child by this time I was 20 fixing to turn 21. I was at a place where I thought I was doing good for myself, but things would soon change! I had been with this guy for about a year and things were rocky. He was mean and abusive, but I thought I was in love. It got worse after I had my daughter. I had to do everything all while he was planning on leaving with some teenage girl hurt my soul. He moved off and then asked me and the kids to come visit him so we packed up and came only to encounter one of the worst nights ever the worst beating of them all simply because I caught him cheating. The pain from that night still haunts me to talk about. Needless to say I stuck around. We moved back to his hometown with the kids and things seemed to be getting better but he seemed to get more upset with my son easily. If I were to say something a whole argument would break out but I refused to let him treat him any type of way. As time progressed and went on I ended up being the only one working which was fine I love making my own money. Valentine's Day had rolled around and he bought all of us something nice to wear to go to dinner. It felt as if we were a real family and I enjoyed it as we got ready to leave he took the my son to the car and I grabbed our baby girl. When we made it out my son had flowers and a card waiting for me so sweet! I put my baby girl in the car and came to the front to see a small box in my seat. Instantly I started crying before even opening it. He looked at me and asked me to marry him and I said yes.
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The hardest love
Short StoryStarting all over can always be scary and nerve racking. A bunch of restarts on life, new beginnings, betrayal, and fake love can turn a person cold hearted. At the end of the day you find a way to pull through and rise above. The story of my life.