𝐂𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 {GXG}

𝑩𝒓𝒐𝒌𝒆𝒏

𝑪𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒆

2 Weeks after the attack .

She doesn't eat nor speak, it's like she's there physically but somewhere else mentally, these past 2 weeks I've watch my girl in pain day after day she wouldn't let anyone touch her but me , I've bathed & fed her and every night she's cry in my arms .

He fucking broke her so bad she even tried to take her own life 3 days ago

I have her under 24/7 supervision.

I've cut down most of my work to be here for her, her mental health is my main priority right now.

I've hired a Female therapist who specializes in cases like this . She'll be here next week to talk with poppy, now all I have to do is get her out of the dark corner she's been sitting in since this morning.

"Baby" I say in a soft and soothing voice

She looks up at me with teary eyes

"You need to take a bath and eat okay"

I reach for her and she flinches, I kneel in front of her

"He won't hurt you anymore poppy. I promise you that. He's going to pay with his life" I moved in a bit closer and she flings herself on me crying her eyes out

"I -I h-hate him s-so f-fucking much Cade, I-It hurts so fucking b-bad b-baby"

God my poor baby, I pull her closer to me. She didn't deserve this. No body deserves to be treated this way

After she clams down, she says 

"Do you still want me Candance?" she squeezed me a little harder

I tipped her chin up so she could look me in the eyes "You're the only one for me Poppy, there's no one else. Only you baby"

Relief washes over her face.

"He said you won't want me anymore, that am a whore and you will never love me . That I'm Broken "

"Fuck what he said poppy, his words don't mean shit. and you are not fucking broken okay, look at me baby"

I held her face in my hands

"I'm in love with you Poppy, I've always been in love with you since we were kids and that will never fucking change. I'm so so sorry , I should of listen to you to you . I'm was so fucking stubborn and angry with towards you ,I believed all the lies he told me about you , please forgive me , I know I'm fucked up "

"I'm In Love You Cadence , I never stopped and I never will and I'll need time to forgive you Cadence the things you said to me ...but I understand why its my fault we're in this mess"

Then her eyes starts to get teary

" I'm so sorry I broke your heart baby , all those years ago. I taught I was doing the right thing by leaving , there's so much I have to tell you and now I don't even know where to start . I don't want to shut you out , your all I have left Cadence I- I can't lose you again ."

"You listen to me fucking clearly this is not your fucking fault you were manipulated by a fucking predator, I wished I'd seen the signs earlier on. I'm the one to blame baby I should of seen it from the start. I promise you this I'll never let anyone hurt you again , we'll get through this Poppy I promise you that . I'll find a way to earn  back your trust baby"

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Day 1 of earning her trust back and I fucking rock at it .. i know my girl 

She love tulips .. so guest what I did .. I bought her 12 dozens of those , man  the way her face lights up when she saw it , now I make it my mission to get her a bouquet of flowers every morning.

Day 2 

I took her on a picnic date right in mine , well our back back yard , she's still afraid of going out or being in the same rooms and my guards ,that why I had the whole yard cleared out and make sure to put some snippers of the roof instead .. safety fist 

Day 3 

We watch all of her favourite movies and I even introduce her to some new ones like the Vampire Dairies and Teen Wolf and when I tell you she was hooked.

As the days goes by I'm doing everything in my power to show her how much  I'm sorry and at the end of every day I tell her how perfect she is for me and how much I love her .

Even the days I have to leave her for a few hours for meetings I always write her these cute little notes telling her all the thing I love about her .

I know these seem so basic but to her it's everything , me being there for and with her , appreciating her , helping her build back her self esteem is what's going to help me get her back. She doesn't fancy all those flashy jewelry and designer brands which says  a lot being as she grew up poor . She likes the simple things in life and so do I . No amount of money could come between us , I mean I was planning on leaving the fucking mafia for her , until my dad got to her first. But that's in the past . We're working on our future now 

The both of US 

And lots of babies of course ❤️