𝐂𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 {GXG}

𝑶𝒉 𝑩𝒂𝒃𝒚

𝑪𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒆

It's been a month since we've bought Jaxon home , raising a new born is hard and dealing with poppy's Postpartum depression too , it's a lot right now but am keeping strong for the three of us . I'm doing everything I can to make sure there both okay . it's tiring but it'll get better in time right ?

My parents been nagging me to come over to see Poppy and Jaxon . I've been putting that off because poppy has never meet my family and with the state she's in right now it won't be a good time , after explaining the situation they're willing to waiting as long as it takes , in the end it's poppy's decision .

Poppy and Jaxon will always come first .

I've spoken to arii almost everyday , she's doing okay .I miss her so much , I miss spending time together . I know she doesn't have much time left and that's fucking killing me. 

On the other hand things have been weird transitioning from one mafia to another I've decided to leave Ryder as the head on the Montez mafia well it's changed to the González  , I know my men will be in good hands.

Looking over the files that were given to me , everything's been going smoothly , no ones stepping out of the line  our businesses are striving all over the world . I'm still on alert, someone could attack at any given time and I'll always be ready . The only thing is my second in command Spencer , he's old as hell and doesn't want to step down . He was my father right hand man.

He's so old school in handling things with our business and it's pissing me off. It'll take time for us to get on the right track , but fuck that old man is stubborn and thinks  he knows everything.

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Making my way back to our bedroom , hearing there giggles and coos  warms my heart . 

"Hey baby " slipping in beside her , she has Jaxon on top of her , his big blue eyes staring at me , he looks exactly like me , pale skin, blue eyes and black hair .

He's perfect 

"How are you feeling ?" looking at poppy she has bags under her eyes 

"*Sigh* I'm okay today , he's been a angel , no fuss thank god "

Jaxon lifts his head and coos , causing us both to smile , he's only a month old and already lifting his head . 

My strong boy 

Next month we're going to start him on tummy time the doctor said to leave him on his tummy for 20 minutes everyday .

Hopefully that goes well too , poppy's been emotional about being without him , she always have him with her . She won't let anyone hold him for long either , well except for me , I take care of him for her to get rest and I make sure there fed as well ,I took over the cleaning too . 

I mean she's the mother of my child is only right I take care of her and be there for her emotionally and physically .

𝟐 𝒎𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒉𝒔

Looking at Jaxon doing  his tummy time taking it like a champ he his , when he's had enough he lets out a whimper and poppy rushes to his side .

𝟔 𝒎𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒉𝒔

He's finally sitting up on his own , laughing , cooing at us , my boy is getting stronger everyday  and I can't be more proud of him .. I love him to death.

Poppy 's better now , we've talked about meeting my parents and she's very excited to meet them, we've decided to take him after he gets his 6 month shot .