she doesn't belong here

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natielle pov
i rushed back home i don't know why i am crying but my head it feels like its going to explode i never cried before maybe this is the first time i am crying it feelss soo bad and overwhelming but with every tear i feel like a burden is getting off me so i want to cry more and more
i reached home but i can't go in with this look sooo i try to fake a smile and fortunately i suceeded that woman or so called mother didn't asked much and i managed to make it to my room .

i closed the door and fell on the floor and started weeping again
even though crying is sad its satisfying it feels like all the frustration all of it is going with that salty water
i got up from floor and washed my face

i need answers i decided and i walked up in front of the mirror thought of demarcus and again that void in my eyes it started coming out

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thud**
i opened my eyes demarcus was in front of me , a girl almost naked was sitting on his lap and a few surrounded him

the surroundings were completely different from the last time demarcus was sitting on a throne and the room had a king size bed too it was luxurious from floor to ceiling , he hushed the women away
they all bowed to him and walked away like an obedient child

oh so u got ho*s ? i asked
language , he said
you know very well why i came here u son of a bitch , i said
u wanna be my hoe to ? oh well ofc you can i am bored with them either ways

i walked up to him
he patted his lap as an indication for me to sit
i slapped him .
he gave me a feirce look and when my eyes met him... my body without being in my control sat on his laps and even thought i was resisting with my full body force my hand went up to his face and not for slapping him but to embrace him , my face it got closer and closer to him and he grabbed me by the waist and then he picked me up and threw me on the bed my hands were like they are tied by some invisible rope a force that i could not resist
he started kissing me on lips slowly sliding his tongue to my chin then neck
a tear left my eyes , i was still resisting and he stopped
the force that was stopping me was no longer there i tried to pull myself away from him but suddenly he gave me a little peck on my cheeks and while bitting my earlob he said
"don't you ever talk to me like that again . i could have done a lot more things with you but i wanna do it when you spread these legs for me on your own when u remove these barriers between me and you on your own "

i started breathing heavily , he got off me but he still sat beside me . for a moment i was unable to move , still feeling his weight upon me

i got up
well i do believe u came here for a reason ? demarcus asked
i-i d-don't w-wa-want y-you t-to ma-mani-manipulate m-me

he laughed with such an evil tone that it sent shivers down my spine

' you think , you really think , thats possible demarcus said' , still laughing

i looked at him with terror , i don't know whats going on i know this man for a day or two and in just that he knows every thing about me , he almost raped me , since i met him things have been different and now he is mocking me

why
why me ?