she doesn't belong here

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uhh seriouslyyy ' i said annoyed
i stared at her pretty face while she rested looking so peaceful
theres something about her , something i can't seem to make out that makes me fall for her but sometimes she gives me
a feeling of dejection for not loving me back which comes out as anger at first i thought she didn't fell in love with me because i was controlling her emotions , i was scared that she would keep those emotions for someone else or worst for some lunatic human . they have taken almost everything from us but i swear upon my throne i would never let them take her from me . she belongs to me and only me .

I trace out those prepossessing lips

she lets out a groan and still sleepy took a turn towards me . she got so close that it made me skip a heartbeat and i wanted to kiss her so bad , i wanted to be on top of her and do things that i will never let another man do to her but i am not like father , i won't force her . it felt so good when she kissed me passionately even though she was under potion but before that when i forced her to kiss me with my powers i felt like a monster , just like father . i want to apologize to her but i can't i don't know how to because i have never been ashamed of my actions but she makes me loose control over my mind . i am the hire to the throne of boi don't understand why she don't like me .
her eyes fluttered open and she stared at me blankly . when i look at her eyes i feel like i have drank gallons of vinum
she started breathing heavily , she is scared from me

calm down darling , i am not doing anything to you , i said

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natielle pov
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h-how w-why did i-i kissed you ? i said and got up as soon as i could i turned my back at him

why are you playing games with me ? why me ? i asked

he held me by my wrist
i bowed and took out the pocket knife in my socks and pointed it at him as fast as i could

don't. touch . me , i said , my anger rising

natielle you know that knife is of no use if u want to hurt me , he said witha calm face

i hate his calm face because that same face took many things from me even though i had nothing to loose
i wish i could go back to being heartless bitch but since i met him i feel things i feel things that doesn't make sense . i let go of the knife . the knife fell on floor making a sound i didn't like .

please let go of me , i said trying to stay calm even though my adrenaline is running in my body like its a cynophobic person who saw street dogs

look at me , he said again with that goddamn calm tone .

i stayed still

i.said.look.at.me.natielle he said again

and now my head turned towards him on its own even though i am resisting , another thing i hate about him. i feel absolutely powerless he can manipulate my mind my body like he wants . still i don't understand why he talks to me in such a calm tone . he pisses me off
he has such a handsome face that if it would have been some other girl . she would be ever ready to get laid but i never felt anything and even now i feel pure hatred towards him atleast .

tell me natielle why don't you understand , he asked but for the first time i didn't saw a smirk or that bitchy face it was the same face that every guy had while having a heart break . i saw it when mother and father used to put on a romance movie .

understand what ? i said with annoyed tone  .

he sighed and then looked me straight in my eyes , his grey eyes .
darling we can do it simple and plain you know you do things to me that no one ever did before . don't you understand you are my muse and we can do such wonderful things with a little trust

i scoffed at him . it was the first time i felt like i have upper hand yet i had no idea how to use the opportunity .
trust ? you ask for trust ? like - i demarcus you are very very hard to understand . i don't even completely know who you are and what is this place and you are weird as fuck . you think that because of that handsome face i will remove my clothes and ask you to fuck me and then we will destroy the whole world with those weird ass powers of yours . demarcus this not how things work.

he nodded and said ' ok , you can go back ' .
" wait " , i said
tell me how long have i been here ? , i asked
" 1 hour , now go " he said

everything started to blur out and spin like i am in a washing machine and complete darkness covered me
and when i opened my eyes i was in my room .

i heard a loud knock on my door
NATIELLEEE * knock* NATIELLE , my so called mother cried out
i got up from floor as soon as i could and opened the door

i saw her worried face but as soon as she got a glimpse of me she reliefed for a second and then again worriedly asked me
' i have been banging on your door past 30 minutes what were you doing ?i was so worried'.

' i-i slept ' , that is all i could manage to say

' gosh ! 30 minutes like 30 minutes i have been banging on that door like anything don't ever fall in sleep like that ' , she said
she pulled me into a hug

hugs are weird but i had to tolerate