How Does Love Feel?

Chapter 8:

 ( Essence's POV ) I watched Sysy as she walked out. Yes, I seen everything that happened. Curious and kind of mad, I stormed over to that fool.

 Me: Why?

 Lamar: Why what?

 Me: Don't play dumb with me.

 Lamar: I don't know what you're talking about.

 Me: Oh, so now you don't remember that moment of you Sysy that just happened a few minutes ago?

 Lamar: Listen-

 Me: You know that Jay loves Sysy. WHY would you sit there and do that?

Lamar: Actually, she kissed me. ( Rolls eyes.)

 Me: Nigga, don't roll yo eyes at me. Gay ass. 

 Lamar: Essence-

 Me: I'm still waiting for you to explain.

 Lamar: Listen, I don't have shit to explain to you. Okay?

 Me: Yes you do. Sysy is my freaking sister, and she should be yours too. Brothers and sisters don't kiss each other on the lips doofus!

 Lamar: But what if I like Sysy? Huh? What about my feelings?

 Me: Lamar, find someone else. There's plenty of fishes in the sea.

 Lamar: But none those fishes are like Sysy. Therefore, I don't want them.

 Me: Why don't you open your eyes and realize that you should let Sysy and Jaylin be?!

 Lamar: Why are you still here? Shouldn't you be worrying about Ty?

 Oh, no, the fuck he didn't.

  Lamar: Yeah. Thought so. ( Walks away. )

  I stayed right there in my spot, thoughts coming to me.

 Me: Why did he have to bring Tyrique up? It's not fault he doesn't want me. Why do I even try? ( Shakes head and turns around to find her lips against someone else's. Due to how soft and warm they were, she kissed back. He licked her lip, asking for entrance. She quickly accepted. Her and that person stood there kissing for about 3 minutes straight. He slowly pulled away at the same time she did. She opened her eyes to find.... )

 Ty: Who would lie like that and tell you that I didn't want you? ( Smirks. )

 Me: ( Blushes then looks down, smiling. Her smiles dropped and started fiddling with her fingers. ) I just thought that I wasn't good enough for you to be with me. 

 Ty: Why would you think that?

 Me: Those other girls you been with. And you never really showed any signs of you even liking me, or anything like that. It's like I was invisible to you. 

 Ty: That was the past. ( Tilts her face up with his finger, so that they're face to face. ) And this is now. Would you like to be my girlfriend? ( Does sly smile. )

 Me: ( Smiles widely and squeals. ) Yes, yes, yes! ( Pecks his lips and hugs him tightly. ) I thought you would never ask.

  ( Sysy's POV ) I left the party, trying to process what happened in there. I was making my way home by walking, considering it was only a few blocks away. While I was walking, I tried calling Jay plenty of times. I left voice mails and texted him over what seemed like over 30 times! He haven't answered or replied back. Ugh! My big head was in the moment and didn't realize who I was kissing. I just, let loose and wanted to have fun. But not that much fun. I absolutely regret what I did with Lamar. Why couldn't it be Jay instead of him? Why did I kiss him? Why did I even come to this stupid party? Oh yeah, I blew the guy I really liked since jr high and I day together off. I tried calling him again. Still no answer. This gonna take a while..