Love, Temptation, and Secrets

Chapter 14

Chapter 14

(Dense)

Well as time goes by, the time has come for my mom to explain what she did. Annie was here with me and I'm glad. My mom has been giving Annie such dirty nasty looks. I can tell she has a problem with who I'm dating. But fuck her problems and her views of my relationship. She has no say since she missed out on seventeen years of my life. An I couldn't believe what I'm hearing right now. Apparently she went to jail for drugs she was dealing and doing, she abused me, left me home alone, and apparently my father never went to jail. He was killed the day before my mom got locked up. I remember that night me asking her where daddy was because he usually tuck me at night since my mom works at night and he didn't. I remember that night she was home and my dad wasn't and I wondered why and she never told me. After she was done I told her to get out. She apologized for all of things but it wasn't sincere and she was still dealing drugs. Some people are just never going to change. Before she left the words I heard was being gay is wrong. Who needs her in opinion and she has no say on anything about me. As far as I'm concerned she not my mother Taylor is. She may have given me life but she did a bad job when I was with her and she let me live in different foster homes temporarily where everyone bullied me. Taylor taking me in was the best thing that ever happened to me. Taylor my mother not the one that gave birth to me. Annie pulled me into her arms and ran her fingers through my hair as I cried. She kissed my head and said everything would be alright.

I ended up sending my sister Danielle back with Taylor when she left and went back to Chicago. I couldn't handle her anymore. She was to bad for a seven year old. She got kicked out of school for spitting on the teacher, fighting a student and stabbed in a eye with a scissor. She's on probation now since she is only seven and that was enough for me to tell Taylor to take her away and deal with that nonsense. I'm to young to put up with that shit. Other than that life is great and I couldn't be happier but my mind wanders back to my mom because something isn't right with her.