" Shehnaaz tujhe lagta ki tu esse puri zindagi nikaal payegi...". Aman asked her as they both were randomly roaming here and there.
"kaise". She clearly knew what he was talking about but she didn't wanted to sound obvious.
"tujhe bhi pta h kaise.... Kaise bol rha hu m". He stopped in his tracks and gave her a look.
"chal na yrrr.. Hum enjoy krne aaye h... Ye sab discuss krne nhi". She held his hand and start dragging him again with her.
"mar jaayegi esse ghut ghut kr jeeti rahi to... Vo aadmi jo tera pati h usse teri koi fikr nhi h... Tu mar bhi jaayegi to bhi usse farak nhi padega...". Aman scoffed at her.
"mujhe pata h Aman..... Pr m na Maa ko nhi kho sakti... Meri khudki Maa n mujhe Pyaar nhi kiya kbhi bhi pr Maa n mera Saath kabhi nhi choda... To m bhi unka Saath nhi chodungi... Or rahi Baat Sidharth ki to m unke baare m Baat nhi krna chahti hu". Shehnaaz said.
"Kab tk Baat ko taalti rahegi... Ek baar ache se sochle kyuki Maa tere pass hongi humesha... Sab sort krle naazi... Please... Jaise hi sab sort karlegi... Apne aap khush Rehne lagegi tu". Aman side hugged her.
"aaj sab sort krna hi padega". Shehnaaz looked into the mirror with red eyes and water droplets were dripping down her face as she splashed water harshly over her face.
She harshly wiped her face, looked herself one last time and walked out of the washroom.
"SIDHARTH". She called him loudly who was smoking looking out of the window.
Hearing her voice, he turned toward her only to find her standing in front of him with red face, he could tell that she was angry.
"aaj sab khatam hi krte h...". Hearing her he looked at her being shocked.
"mtlb" he asked her being completely baffled.
"aaj sab clear kr hi dete h... Kyuki mujhse ab ye nhi horha h.... Tumne Shaadi ki Pehli raat mujhe kaha tha ki humara koi rishta h hi nhi..... Fir tumne mujhse expect kiya ki m tumhare sab kaam karungi... Jo ki mene kiya.... Tumhari fikr krne tk k liye tumne mujhe bezat kiya... Mujhe tumse Sirf takleef hi mili h.... Or tumhare ye mood swings mujhe samjh nhi aate h... To aaj tum bata hi do ki krna kya h... Kyuki agar esse hi rehna h na to mujhse ye sab nhi ho payega.... ". She looked directly into his eyes while saying all this, her eyes were completely red but there was not an ounce of tear in her eyes.
" tumhe achanak se kya hogya h.... Tumhe problem kya ho rhi h.... Bola to tha tumko ki nhi reh paunga m normally... "before he could even complete she screamed.
" tum "
" tum "
" tum "
" bss tum "
" sab kuch tumhare hisaab se kyu hnn"
"tumhare hisaab se sab kuch kyu..."
"m thak gyi hu Sidharth m bhot thak gyi hu"
"Shehnaaz..." he started to speak but nothing came into his mind.
"boliye... Aaj tum bta hi do... ... Ya to mujhe azaad karo Iss rishtey se ya fir apne aap ko theek karo". She scoffed.
"m tumhe nhi chod sakta hu... Pata nhi kyu pr m nhi chod sakta hu.." and with that he left the room leaving a frustrated and angry Shehnaaz.
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"tum Sirf ek control freak ho"
"sab kuch tumhare hisaab hi to hota aaya h"
"m esse aadmi k Saath nhi reh sakti hu"
"mera dum ghut rha h Sidharth"
"m thak gayi esse"
"aaahhhhhhhhhhhhh". Sidharth groaned being extremely frustrated. After his conversation with Shehnaaz he immediately left the house and came at an vacant park near his house.
During the whole time these of both Shehnaaz and Sanchi were roaming into his head making him mad.
"m thak gyi hu Sidharth m bhot thak gyi hu". Shehnaaz statement came into his mind and he punched the nearby tree.
"THUD"
"THUD"
"THUD"
"THUD" he continously punched the tree untill his hand started bleeding.
He was about to throw another punch but his phone rang stopping him.
"ullu k pathe... Kaha h tu" Sumit, his best friend shouted.
"bhokega kutte kuch..... Shehnaaz ka call aaya tha mere Paas... Ye aadhi raat m ghar se kidhar nikla h re tu". Sumit asked him.
"Sumit". Sidharth said in a meek voice.
"kya hua h Sidharth". He asked Sidharth in a worried tone this time.
"pata nhi yrrr.. Kuch samjh nhi aarha h.. Mera dimaag phat rha h..". Sidharth growled.
"acha acha... Sunn... Mujhe pata tu kidhar h... M aata hu hnn.... 20 min m aaya m... Vaha se hilna mat bilkul bhi". Sumit spoke hurriedly.
"ye ghar k Paas waale park m.. Jaha hum khelte the udhar". Sidharth said and took a deep breath after cutting the call.
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I'll update both, 'Shikast' and 'The Journey "alternatively.
