Chp. 12 Cold as ice

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~~~~Jennette~~~~

Sitting quietly on my bed, listening to Taylor Swift, the past memories flying through my mind.

*Flashback*

"Ewww!!! Look who came!!!" Jackie yelled, jutting his thumb towards me.

I silently walked past, tears trickling down my cheeks, my thoughts analyzing his words.

Another one of his friends came up, thrusting me into the locker, and slamming it closed.

"Well now at least we won't have to stare at it's ugliness!" He cackled, locking the locker as the bell rang.

I curled up in a ball and cried.

Liam never knew......he was never suppposed to know how much of a coward I was.

As they say: Cowards die a million times before their death.

Those words are pretty much the story of my life....

And there's nothing I can do to change that.

*End of Flashback*

Letting the tears slip over my lash line, I furiously wiped at them, then made my way down stairs.

"Hey Jennette! I was thinking later today we could go to the park? Have a little fun before the tour!!" Zayn said happily, bouncing over to me. I stepped up to him and merely stared back coldy. My eyes as cold as ice, but that's how I've been ever since Liam hit me.

Cold hearted, quiet, depressed....

Once a coward......always a coward I guess....

I don't think I'll ever stand up for myself again...

Or have friends again.....

Or forgive again....

Because I just keep getting hurt....

And I hate it.

~~~~Zayn~~~~

"Hey Jennette! I was thinking later today we could to the park? Have a little fun before the tour!!" I bubbled, bouncing over to her. Stepping up to me, she stared back with icy cold eyes. I could practically feel the coldness chilling my skin.

She's been like this ever since Liam hit her...

Like what in his right mind told him to hit her??

To even lay a finger on her????

I just don't understand....

But I don't think I ever will....

~~~~Jennette~~~~

Sliding past Zayn, I hear him sigh deeply. Continuing on my way, I slipped my black boots on, then walked outside. Beginning my journey for a new career....

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Stepping down the blazing hot streets of California, dressed in black, I see a large sign that reads:

"Have you ever dreamed of becoming a Hollister model? You!! Yes you!!! Come to the Hollister store at the Los Angeles Mall from This Thursday to next Friday!!! 3 p.m. to 5 p.m.!!! Your dream might finally come true!!!"

Thinking my options over....

I could sit and be depressed all the time.....

Or I could try something new and put myself out there....

Eh, option two is better!

Running down the streets at top speed, trying to prevent an asthma attack, I make my way quickly to the mall.

Rushing up the escalator, I step into the Hollister shop....

Let's just say.....

It was way worse than I imagined......

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