Mafia Leader

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Ashley's POV 

Today Mia is getting the test done and she went alone since its stressful as it is. I have started to come to terms with my age regression an everyone has helped me starting to in corporate that into my life. Hell Mia is glad that I am because it gives me another source of happiness that I need in life. I have been stressed all day basically from the moment I woke up this morning. 

Dom- Love you alright

Ashley- No these days are very stressful 

Dom- Its okay just breathe 

Cindy- Will art or anything help 

Ashley- No I've tried literally everything and nothing works and no age regression won't work. God I hate this 

Cindy- You will be alright hun 

Ashley- Will I though is the thing 

Dom- You will 

Ashley- God she's on her way back 

Her and Adam went to the appointment. I know she won't tell him the results until she tells me first. She of course tells her mom after but with my anxiety she has to tell me first. After an hour of pacing around and my heart pounding in my chest she walked in. I walked over to her and waited. 

Mia- In the other room 

We walked into the other room as she called her mom. 

Mia's Mom- Alright hit us 

Mia- Um so I am positive 

Mia's mom- Oh god honey I never wanted this for you 

I was in complete shock and she tried to talk with me but I was in too much shock. She told everyone else and then came back into the room. 

Ashley- Are you really 

Mia- Yeah 

Ashley- Oh my god 

She hugged me and I was just crying my eyes out. I never mentally prepared for this moment because every year she's good but I guess we were just unlucky this time. You can call me whatever but I don't know my life without Mia. Yes its the same for Dom but the bond we have is just not even put into words. I spent this whole hour clinging onto her crying and she had to go talk to her mom on what she has to do. All of this was way too much and I got overstimulated to the point of me being alone and having a meltdown. The things that everyone does is hold my wrists so I don't hurt myself in anyway because I'm prone to hit my head. I was doing that and very close on ripping chunks of my hair out. Adam came to check on me and I had the smallest bit of blood on my hand from digging into my scalp. He of course stopped me from doing so. Soon enough I was out in the living room and basically being held by 2 people. Dom was holding me in his lap hugging me as Adam was holding my hands. After 3 hours of bawling my eyes out I had no more tears left to cry. I was very dehydrated at this point and I just didn't know what to do, what to think, or even say. Mia came down of course she had been crying away from me since she hates doing it around me. 

Mia- Ash can you look at me for a second. It's not that big so it could very much be something that I can fight off. We caught it before it got any worse. Listen to me I'm not going anywhere. Nothing can separate us without a fight. Cancer, boys, gangs, mafias, brothers, everything else in this world will try to serrate us but guess what they can't do it that easy. We have won every time. You know why 

Ashley- Sisters forever 

Mia- Exactly. We have shed our tears but I think its time to get a tub of ice cream and ear our sorrows away