Hayden POV
I stood on the top of a tall building, the rain poured down as I looked down at the streets, it has been exactly eight months since I left,
I haven't been answering anyone's calls, in fact I ditched my phone, the only time I call is to check on Laura and the kids,
I can never go back, instead of blaming myself for what happened, I locked it away, kept it in, used my frustration, sadness, and anger towards everything and took it out on HYDRA agents,
I can't regret anything anymore, I need to keep everything buried deep inside my head face my demons the only way I know how, through anger,
I remember the night I left,
FlashBack
We all stood there as we laid Pietro to rest, the rain poured down as we watch the casket slowly lower to the ground,
Wanda wouldn't even spare me a glance and who could blame her, I did this,
Everyone left except for me,
I looked down at the casket,
"I'm so sorry.." I whispered,
After I got back to the tower everyone was talking and eating,
"Come Hayden have some wine!" Thor said
"No, thanks I'm... I'm just really tired I'm just going to go to bed," I said
Everyone nodded knowing I wanted my space,
I left the note that I left for Clint on my bed, grabbed my gear, and made my way to the roof,
I looked behind me as I was standing on the edge of the roof,
"Goodbye and Sorry..." I mumbled and jumped off the roof,
End Memory
And now I'm on my own taking down HYDRA making sure they think twice about anything they do,
Clint POV
We have been trying to track down Hayden, she's been beating HYDRA agents with in a inch of their life,
You can just tell she's not in a good place right now, she almost killed the last agent we found out about,
She's lashing out, blaming herself, going back to how she was, this isn't her typical anger, this is rage,
"We have another one," Tony said walking in,
"Where at this time?' Nat said concerned
"The windy city," Tony said
"She's in Chicago?" I asked
"Yep and this one she almost killed," Tony said bringing up the screen,
"She's spiraling," Bucky said
"This is my fault.." Wanda said in her accent
"How so?" Steve asked
"I was angry, and I blamed her for Pietro dying, instead instead of helping her," Wanda said looking down,
"We were all upset," Bucky said
"We will find her," I said looking at the screen
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Avengers, My Demons
FanficHayden Barton is back! After the death of Pietro Hayden is now on her own, jumping city to city, tracking down HYDRA, no longer playing by the rule, on a self destruction path of her own, watch as Hayden tries to fight off her demons! This is Book...
