And...If I Am? I jjk

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Y/N POV

A tall figure appears in your field of view. Jungkook.

You glance at him, watching him sit down next to Taehyung, but look away before you can even see if he looks your way. This is awkward.

You felt both bad but also aloof of him sitting there, looking, not necessarily sad, but not happy either. Guilt rushes through your body once again. You regretted telling him to leave earlier, but then again, he was the one who actually left. Who does that? Leaves when they are told to? All the other times you told him to do shit, he didn't listen. He thought now was the right time to start?

You shake your head, laughing in your head over your own stupidness.

"Wait, your pizza." Taehyung says, waiting for the box to be given to him. It takes you a few seconds to react and you give Taehyung the box that was lying next to you.

That's when you meet Jungkook's eyes. His face doesn't give much away. No smile, no angry expression. It was pretty neutral, which made you feel even worse.

You gulp as you go back to munch on your pizza, not trying to pay him any more attention.

"Thank you." You hear him say to Taehyung.

You glance at Mina who had no clue of what was going on around her, just tiredly biting into her slice of pizza. Your eyes travel to the person sitting across from you.

Jimin was already looking at you, waiting for you to finally look at him too. He nudges his head towards Jungkook's direction, urging you to do something, anything.

You shake your head, trying not to make it too obvious as you glare at him with a knowing look. He sighs.

"Hey Jungkook, why did you leave the party so early?" He says now, with a loud and proud voice, not even looking at Jungkook but directly at you.

What have you ever done to Jimin to deserve this..

"Just needed some fresh air, so I took a walk. Nothing bad though." Jungkook answers, not paying Jimin any attention either, his eyes focused on the piece of pizza in his hands.

You wonder what he was thinking about right now. Did he really go for a walk? Was he mad? Is he still mad? Should you make the first move? So many questions and no answers.

You feel something tap your hand and blink, coming back from your thoughts. You look down to your fingers and see the box being pushed on them. You look into the impatient face of Jimin who has been trying to get your attention. You frown and he closes his eyes looking even more frustrated.

You know what he wants you to do, but you can't. Your stomach hurts just thinking about taking the first step and approaching Jungkook. Can't you just enjoy your pizza in peace?

"Y/n?" You suddenly hear your name and look up to see who called for you.

"Hm?" Taehyung and Mina were both occupied with their phones so your eyes land on the boy sitting right between them, looking at you with his big brown bambi eyes.

A knot starts to form in your stomach. Not the good kind of knot though, the very very uncomfortable kind. Nervous about what he is gonna say or do, you don't say anything, instead slightly raise your eyebrows to let him know you heard him. 

"Can you pass me the sauce please?"

And the knot untangles itself. Well you didn't expect that, but you're not one to complain. You still couldn't figure out if he is mad or not. His voice is as neutral as his face.