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The first thing I did when I got up was shower. It's like I could still feel that guy's hands on my body. I somehow wanted to try to 'clean it off'.
Yes, I was upset. But the thing I'm most scared about is if I ever see him again. He wasn't even that old. He looked at-least in his mid 20s.
I washed my face before standing there blankly. I wanted to cry but I couldn't. Mainly because I didn't want my household hearing me and also because I physically couldn't. I don't know why..
After I finish in the shower I decided to go downstairs. I walked downstairs and sat at the dining table with everyone else. Although it felt awkward..they were all staring at me...with pity.
"I'm fine. Can you all stop staring at me please?" I said while starting to eat my food "Kieun. It's okay if you not doing good we understand." My mother held my hand from across the table. "I promise, I'm fine." I told her.
"HOW CAN YOU BE FINE?! YOU ALMOST GOT RAPED!" My brother yelled. "But I didn't Beomgyu." I stared at him while I was trying to hold in the tears that I've been wanting. "But you could've been! That's why you should've not gone to the club!" He spoke with a loud voice. "So now it's my fault?!" I finally let my tear out.
"kids, kids." My father spoke, trying to get us to calm down. I looked down at my lap. But I wanted to go to my room. "Could you excuse me?" My father nodded gently to me. As I was walking back to my room I turned around and looked at Beomgyu "I'm sorry for going to the club and almost getting raped." I scoffed before finally making it to my room.
I decided to stay quiet then next few weeks. Around everyone. I didn't feel like doing anything, not even hang out with my family or friends. I ignored them all. I wanted to keep everything going on to myself.
I was walking down the spacious hallway when someone tried getting my attention. "Kieun!" He rushed over to me. I looked at him with pure confusion. "H-how have you been" he asked. I sarcastically smiled at his question "never better, Mr Xu" I replied.
"Um. Yeonjun has been asking about you. Why have you-" he began before I stopped him. "I don't think it's very professional to be doing this right now sir." I spoke. "O-oh um yes your right. I apologize" he scratched his nape. "I'll be leaving now" I bowed before leaving him.
But then, I just HAD to run into someone else. Or should I say them...
I looked at them before looking down. They said nothing.. they jut stood there some with pitiful looks others just awkwardly standing there.
I decided to walk away. I held a small stack of papers which were to be turned in to one of my professors.
As I was walking away through the crowded hallway a girl happened to bump into my shoulder 'Accidentally' causing me to fall on the floor with my papers which were now scattered all over the hallway floor.
