The Adventures Of Plushia

Episode 5: forgiveness

Y/n pov:
I run after him, tears welling in my eyes.
"C! Oh C! Wait!" I yell, watching him disappear down a dingy alleyway. He stops in the middle of the pavement.
"How could you?" He whispers, not turning around to look at me.
"C! I can explain he-" I begin.
"I SAW THE WAY YOU LOOKED AT HIM." Plushia turned around to face me, black makeup smeared down his cheeks. "I SAW THE LOOK IN YOUR EYES AS HE KISSED YOU." Droopy tears are running down his cheeks.
I look at my feet, swallowing hard.
"I loved you, y/n" his voice cracks. "I've done so much for you. And this is how you repay me?!" He walks over to me.
"Here, you can have this I guess." He spits as he throws one of the flowers from our table on the floor in front of me.
"C! No you don't mean this! I can explain I didn't want him to kiss me! I pushed him away!" I grab his sleeve. "Please, believe me!" I feel hot tears dripping down my face and onto the floor below. He pauses, before turning to face me. His eyes are bloodshot and his makeup has completely run down his face. I slowly realise that behind the gentleman physique and mask is just a traumatised, young man trying to make his way through a world that is against him.

"You know, y/n, ever since I lost my brother, my only male role model. The one I looked up to, who taught me to sing, who comforted me, I've been scared. I've been scared to get attached to anyone, anything." (This is based on tobias's real experience) He holds my hand, "Just in case I get hurt again." I can hear the pain in his voice. "But, I know you aren't like that. I hope, i pray to Satan you aren't like that. Because, mi Bella, I've never loved someone as much as I love you." I'm crying, covering my face with my hand.
"Oh C, I love you. I'm sorry." I weep into his shoulder. "I'll never hurt you. I promise I'll always be here for you." He pulls me into him, wrapping his stubby, potato arms around me. I didn't notice the rain until now. His hair is soaked, his makeup looks a mess. But, strangely, he looks more beautiful then ever before. I cup his face with my palm.
"C..." I kiss him softly. My salty tears mix with his and he just stand there, limbs intertwined. This man, he is the one I love. He is the one I am going to love.
Nothing will get in the way of that.