Black alpha

(3)

Two strong men are taking me to to fridge I didn't want to go so they are dragging me.

I kick and scream but nothing, I bite but nothing. I knew that wouldn't work. I just don't want to go back in there it hurts so bad.

I feels like someone is stabbing my head and leaking me face back then it goes back and it feels like I'm getting shot but I can't see.

"STOP PLEASE" I yelled at boss "please boss, I can't it hurts to bad" I'm only young and haven't learnt he rules yet "your being silly, and have to be punished" I started to cry but laid back.

Screaming, screaming, crying, crying.

Shaking in pain, screaming in pain.

Two firm hands on my shoulders, wait that's not right.

"Wake up" he said "wake up" Loki said. I shot my eyes open and sat up "what?" I looked at him and wiped my head "you where screaming and kicking" he sat back on the bed away from me "thank" I looked at the floor "I don't sleep, sorry if I woke you" I pushed my white hair back into a low pony tale "I don't sleep" he stood up "thank you" I said again.

He looked down at me "it's fine" he slightly smiled and walked out the room.

I felt a sort of need to protect and pain but I'm not linking and it's not my emotions, I can't feel, can I?

It's still dark out but I'm not sleeping again, I got up and walked into the kitchen to get a drink, never drank or a cup before always a bottle kind of weird.

I sat on the couch, just staring off into space not watching anything, just looking. Loki came out and stopped "what are you looking at?" He walked past into the kitchen "nothing, just looking" I looked over at him.

I stood up "did you put the pizzas in the fridge last night?" Oh god I hate that "I'm never going into the fridge again, you can't make me" I yelled "I'm over with the mind control shit, I knew you where in on it" I yelled and formed a orb in my hand "don't put me in there" I yelled again holding it up.

Loki put his hands up in defiance "calm down, it's just a fridge" he pointed to the silver box "the fridge is a horrible place and I haven't had this much control over my own mind forever, I'm not getting it taken away" I yelled and let he mist take over my body.

I forgot I had the stupid band on when the mist left he was still looking at me "stupid band" I fell onto the couch "please, I don't lose my mind again" I cried. He sat next to me "what are you talking about?" He rubbed my back. His touch was calming.

I looked up at him "the fridge, where they put the helmet on and the pain starts" I wiped my cheeks "ok, it's ok now the fridge here is just something these people keep food in, nothing harmful" he put a hand on my cheek "are you ok?" He asked.

I nodded and held my head again "the mine control does get easier" he said sitting back in the couch "after twenty five years of it?" I asked "I was mind controlled for a few years and it's getting easier" he smiled at himself "a lot of rage outlets are helping" he nodded.

I sat next to him "I don't think it will ever get easier" I sighed falling into the couch "it will, when Thanos took over me I wanted to claw into my own brain and squeeze it until I didn't hear his voice anymore, but now I only hear it in dreams" he smiled "well then, I need some rage outlets" I laughed.

Loki is getting easier to get along with, I feel this like magnetic pull to him like if I'm not with him I want to be with him, and I just met him "want some pizza?" He asked "sure" it wasn't half bad last night "I heard it's even better cold" he got off the couch.