Black alpha

(4)

Loki and I have been in this tower for a week now, a girl has come and spoken to me a lot her name is Natasha, telling me that the team wants me to join them and be apart of them, I'd don't give her an answer because right now I hate them for locking me up here without winter. At least I got a roommate he's stuck alone in a room the same as mine. I would go crazy.

Loki and I have a friendship going, we laugh and smiled together, I've cried with him a couple times and he's told me it's going to be ok, and that I should focus on the positives.

The connection I feel with him is still there, like I have a constant link with him and feel his emotions I don't think it's me but it feels like a link.

I'm sitting on the couch, it's about five in the morning and I don't sleep much. Lokis I'm his room sleeping I think. That thought changes with he cry's out for help.

I still have my powers so I make sure I'm out of the view of the mirror then form a orb and walked to his room "Loki" I said and walked into the room ready to throw the ball at something but the rooms empty other then a sleeping Loki in the bed.

He tossing and turning he has sweat drilling on his chest and forehead and a scared expression on his face "Loki" I said he kept going.

I opened a link, he's feeling scared, bullied and out of control. I got in his mind, I've felt like this in a nightmare once and he held me.

Loki wake up.

I stopped the dream completely and his eyes shot open "Alexis?" He looked around the room "I'm here" I sat on the bed next to him packing a hand on his.

He breathed in deep and slowly let it out "sorry, did I wake you" he asked looking up at me "no, I was in the couch, can't sleep" I smiled down at him.

He moved over a little "I can clearly see your having a bad night" he moved to the other side of the bed "come on" he patted the empty spot.

I didn't want to say yes but I couldn't say no and didn't want to, I crawled in his bed and pulled his arms around me. He smelt amazing even after sleeping and his bed smelt like him "let's get some sleep" he said and I snuggled into his arm.

I have never connected with someone this fast, it took me seven years to trust Bucky and I still wouldn't crawl into bed with him friend or not. But with Loki I feel safe and like this is meant to happen. I can't explain it but this feels right and I don't feel scared or worried anymore I feel happy and relaxed.

I fell asleep in his arms without a care, first time since they took me. I felt comfortable and happy.

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I woke up and his arms where still around me "morning" he sighed moving his hand "morning" I said turning over to face him "I'm sorry I have to ask" he looked down "are you feeling this weird connection like I feel things I'm not feeling" he pointed to his chest "yes I am, one of my powers is that I can open links with people and feel their emotions but i'm not opening a link with you and even before i got my magic back i felt it" he said quietly.

He nodded "ok, I just wanted to make sure I wasn't going crazy" he said smiling "oh it's a possibility" I laughed. He kissed my nose and then got up "I'm going to make breakfast, if there's anything in the kitchen" he rolled his eyes standing up "no stay here" I held his waist "ok fine" he laid back down.

We stayed in bed or a while and I heard the doors unlock "hello, trouble makers?" Tony said from the main room "time to go" I said. Then he did something unexpected but wonderful.

He pushed towards me and kissed my lips. It was caring, soft and loving and the connection between us grew and the kiss got deeper he put his hand on my neck and his thumb rubbed my check.