Art book [Mainly DSaF & Dialtown]

DSaF Oc/sona?? fic thingy

I had an awful day and this is one of the few methods I know for coping so haha, hello.

I will shove lore about Jade while also venting slightly in it, because I need to de-stress so yes.

Angst ahead, have fun or something
(Video on top is what I heard on repeat for a few hours while and before doing this)

Jade slumped over the wall, sighing as he passed a hand through his hair, slightly gripping it as if wanting to pull it out yet he let's go and allows his hand to drop to his side, before sliding down the wall.

Numbly staring at the wall, mind full of thoughts even if his head felt as if it was completely empty.

—so, you're already attached? ...Pathetic.
A voice spoke out from his side, a black figure stepping closer, shifting and sitting over the dumpster with a jump yet, no sound of their actions echoed in the alley.

—Leave me alone...
Jade grumbled, looking at the black shadow that looked oddly similar to himself yet it was a mere shadow a twisted one at that.

—I'm afraid I can't, we're bound permanently after all.
The shadow chuckled and the other male rolled his eyes in annoyance

—I know and I hate it.
Grumbling he went back at gripping his hair, no pulling just tightly grip it.

—god, you're so fucking pathetic.
The shadow cackled, grinning down at the aqua haired male, curled nearby the same dumpster.
.—You know what happens when we- when you get attached to someone. Honestly, I wonder if you even learn about it after everything we've been through. You may even like it hah!

—Very funny
Jade told with exaggerated sarcasm as he looked at his shadow counterpart

—hmmp. Well you know they'll leave.
The shadow warns, frowning as Jade simply curled up further, hugging his legs

—I know.
He mutters, tears welling at the corner of his eyes at the aching stinging in his chest

—grow up Jade, you knew you should of kept your distance.
The shadow growls and Jade sinks further into himself.

—I know... I...I messed up
He mumbled back, digging his nails into his legs with no reaction at the pain it caused him.

—Yeah, you did.

—...they seem to like me though...
Jade mumbled, finally pulling his head up to look at his shadow counterpart again, head over his knees.

—you don't think they may care about you....do you?
The shadow questions and Jade only shrugged

—...maybe this time it can be different

—It's not going to be different Jade, you know how people is, the moment you show any vulnerability or talk about your issues, they leave straight for the door. They don't care and never will!

—w-well they could be friends if I just keep my issues to myself and all y'know..?

—and then what? You'll start to crumble under pressure or silly emotions, it's not even a fucking week since you met them and you're already attached!
The shadow screams, standing up and looming over the smaller one, who sank in place, ashamed.
.—They wouldn't give a shit if something happened to you, because you met them for five days!

—...I-I know I just--

—no! Jade, for Fazbender's sake, just remember every single person you've ever tried to be-friend!
He paused and backed away, sighing
.—They all leave, no one stays and no one will

—...I.. I'm just tired of being alone, I can't stand it anymore, I want to have a friend to at least rely on for simple things...
He stuttered over their words, hugging himself tighter.

—so you worry them when you start having issues? When they find out you're a handful and it's not worth staying? When they leave and call you shit names because you won't let go? Face it Jade, we're alone here.

He huffed, sinking aside Jade and passing their hand through their hair, sighing as he saw Jade tremble and whimper, curled up into himself and probably sobbing. Pathetic but they were still together so he had to do something he couldn't help but feel pity after all.

—normally I'd laugh about your misery but you're really making me feel bad for you...so can you like, not cry???
The shadow groans, looking away, awkward. How the fuck was he supposed to calm his counterpart??

His gaze fell back on Jade and he rubbed his face for a moment before passing his arm around Jade, awkwardly rocking him a little.

—look, at least we're together, you're not like...all alone an' all...everyone leaves you and shit but I'm still here
Honestly, that attempt was shit and Jade couldn't help but chuckle at the shit ass attempt to calm him, glancing up with teary eyes, he locked eyes with his shadow.

—we're bound together, it's not like you could leave
He mutters, a reminder of the painful truth

—yeah but I'm still here regardless since I could just go into the back of your mind to watch you do shit. So cheer up a little and please stop crying, because you look dumb crying and... yeah.
Jade rolled his eyes yet it slightly calmed him, since his crying did die down.

—it's better to be alone rather than hear your shit ass attempt to sooth me
Jade mumbles in a joke manner and the shadow groans, furrowing his brows.

—shut up, if I didn't do shit you'd still be crying like a little girl here. Come on get up
He hurried Jade, standing up themselves and brushing non-existent dust off himself.

—to be fair you made me cry
Jade frowns a little, cleaning up his tears away as he stood up

—yeah, whatever. Just get moving... And about those guys, just be careful 'kay? I'm not going to fucking comfort your pity ass next time someone leaves you.
The shadow crossed their arms and tapped his feet on the ground.

—right. Right... let's go home anyway
Jade shoved his hands in his pockets and just began to walk out of the alley

—hey, you could at least like, give me a name, we've been bound for like ten years or some shit.

—no way, if I give you name it's going to be like adopting a puppy, an annoying puppy

—fine, then I'll name myself!

—if you choose some shitty name about "overlord" or "king" I'm going to call you something even shittier.

—asshole.

And so they argued as they went home or something, these two are weird lmfao