I'm always afraid to vent, I make the post and I want to post it, to let things out but I'm terrified that if I say the wrong thing then she might leave. She says she won't and that it's okay because the venting helps me but I don't think it's true. I'm scared that if I say something that upsets her then she'll leave, I think I could be okay with it but I know little me won't. It's why she gets upset when I post these things.
I'm scared that if I open up too much to her or if I vent too much to her, that she'll leave. I know she cares and everything but that doesn't mean she won't leave if it's too much.
Everything is centered around him I think and if I get too close, everything can be gone so quickly. It's something we need to talk about I think, because it happened and it's not going away but I'm scared.
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Izzy's Vent Book
RandomWRITTEN BY ISABELLE (Title is Temporary) - - - I'm not even sure if I publish this..but if it does ever get out there, please know it is to help me cope. These are personal experiences with probably semi-accurate explanations (my memory is quite shi...
