2am

day 3

...

im not sure if that's true.

" i like you" - yuna

i'm sure she likes me, the way that she smiles or do something silly expose her feelings by a lot. 

but i don't know myself.

"yuna.. im not sure.."

i don't know was that the truth.

because i think i do like yuna, it's strong in my mind but hardly even appears outside.

it might just be a simple admiration.

true feelings are hard to discuss about

i have no motivations in writing.

.......

rejection are hard to process.

i actually thought that me and him have something in between, the rejection are unexpected.

maybe i'm just over-imagining.

i made up those thoughts up too much and eventually i thought it was real.

maybe i'm the fakest one here.

thoughts and thoughts leading me to absolutely darkness. 

seriously, where am i?

complete darkness, im surrounded by nothing, it feels like im stuck in an infinite box. i hate it. because nothing really seems entertaining here.

is this the hole of embarrassment?