secrets

Chapter Eighteen

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At the first kiss I felt something melt inside me that hurt in an exquisite way. All my longings, all my dreams and sweet anguish, All the secrets that slept deep within me came awake, Everything was transformed and enchanted, everything made sense.I wanted to preserve this moment, this slice of time when the night was cool and bright with reflected moonlight and the possibility of a kiss hung between us, full of unspent promise. Every event in my life after this would be different because I would have been kissed.

Believe it or not, it was my first kiss, my first moment, I never dreamed it would be like that, I look like a mess and my eyes had tears. He stopped and me and him was breathing heavily. I placed my hand on his chest and then put them down and he was just holding my cheeks between his hands.

He broke the silence " It's a frightening thought." I looked at him " what ? " I asked.

"That in one fraction of a moment you can fall in love that takes a lifetime to get over" he said it softly in whispers.

"That's not Dimitri who's talking, who I've met before couples of weeks ago the one who was attached to one true love" I said with frustration and I let him go.

"I was, but I realized that I was holding on into something that doesn't exist anymore, and that life can't be like that, you came Sara and gosh I hated you for being perfect with every single move you make and with every decision you take but I couldn't hide it anymore."

Then the words broke from him " I like you Sara " he said it.

This can't be real! I didn't know what to say am I feeling the same towards him and the heartbeats and all that sweating that I feel.

" You never asked me Sara why all that hate " he said.

" Yes ! You hated something you can't hate any person for" i said.

"I'll tell you something crazy, I have seen you so many times in my dreams and how you made me smile and happy, but I couldn't handle the idea of me forgetting about Elena" he said.

Dimitri is having dreams about me before I even was here, I blushed, I wish I could tell him about my dreams.

" So her name is Elena, you don't have to forget her Dimitri, grief isn't meant to go away, you loved her, I don't want to be a replacement to fix your heart if you really love me then look into my eyes and tell me I'm not a replacement " I said.

He took my two hands and looked straight into my eyes " You're not a replacement, If I could reach the stars and say out loud I would ."

I was surely out of my place I was flying or is it just me and my heartbeats.

He took my hand and I didn't say a word. We went out of the castle, sat beside the fountain which is pouring water out of it.

We just sat there.

" Do you believe it ? " I asked.
" believe what ? " he asked.
" That I could be evil " I said. "As much as I believe that I have a soul, you're not evil, don't get attached to what my father said back there." He said.

"but what if he was right .." I said. " if Alexander was right then we will all help you fight lucifer" he said.

" What about my brother ? and who killed him, I'm sure it was lucifer" I said.