Hype Girl | Daerin ° Danielle x Haerin

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Danielle's POV

Leading her to her house wasn't enough for me, I had to looked back and watches her enters inside. As soon as she finally reached the door, I looked away, hands on my pocket while staring blankly at the ground.

We just bid goodbyes recently, honestly. I don't know what to feel right now.

I felt some confidence earlier when I told her she will meet her hype girl on the Christmas Day. She already knew it.

What more ruined my life is my secret lies.

If she finds out that her hype girl is nobody else but her bestfriend? what would she say to me? obviously, she would feel disgusted of how desperate I am to be her girlfriend.

Why did I do that in the first place?

I chatted her first and figured out that I could fool her with these things, so I stayed quiet and never dare to tell her the truth.

The truth that her hype girl is her rival before and it's me.

It's terrible how my emotions controlled me lately and says that in front of her when I knew I couldn't faced her like that, I couldn't faced her using this face.

Most of all, I can't hurt her again.

She trust me enough and all I have to do is not to break it but it seems like it will led into it sooner.

Wow. I'm stupid.

Back then, I made an account just to fixed everything what happened between us. I really am sorry for what I did to her before but I can't tell it to her just like that and I know she was lonely and not having any friends before. I took it as an opportunity too to become her friend and using my skills of being a friendly person, she said yes to become my friend.

She doesn't have any idea that it was me, she doesn't even know that Dani is actually my nickname. And I will tell you, Hanni knows everything.

Hanni knows my secrets, she knows all of it even my thing with Haerin. She knows it and she won't speak up unless I tell it.

And our problem is this thing, how would I tell this to Haerin?

How would I tell it to her without her getting mad at me? Impossible.

I'm scared she might hate me again because of this, I can't afford to lose her. Christmas Day is near and I have to get ready and tell her the truth.

Aside, she's moving to canada and I guess before the Christmas Day. I should meet her in the night of December 24th. I must give her a gift too, I hope she accepts it. I must accept if she will get mad at me but if she won't accept my gift it will just shattered my soul.

I shrugged those thoughts and walked down the way to taxi's station.

" What?! " I covered Hanni's mouth immediately, she's really overacting.

" I'm sorry but what? are you for real, Dani? "

I bit my lower lip and looked down on my feet while nodding slowly.

" I thought you would never gonna tell everything to her? what have you done? "

" Hanni, you know.. it's bugging me too day by day, I regret it okay? I don't sees her as nothing special, she's everything to me you know that. " I answered.

I saw how she let out a heavy sigh.

" Fine, meet her at December 24th. Do what you want but don't expect something from her, for sure she will hate you for doing that. "