Y/n pov
"Top" i answer and Natasha sinks down on the couch next to me, hiding her head in my shoulder. It's actually quite cute.
"Wait, doesn't that mean Natasha Romanoff is a bottom" Wanda comments, making Nat look her dead in the eye with a blush on her face. "I mean, i'm not particularly surprised but still" i can't stop the small laughter in my throat at how adorable she is when she's embarrassed.
"Then it's your turn again, Wanda, truth or dare" i say smiling when her own smile fades away.
"Truth"
"Weirdest place you've ever had sex"
"Courthouse before a hearing"
"Wait really, that's your weirdest place?" she nods and the door opens.
"I hate you two" Bucky says, entering the room again. His hair and clothes are a little damp from the slide.
"What, didn't like the ice slide?" i ask him as if he were a child. A privilege i have since i'm the oldest.
"ты, маленькое дерьмо (you little shit)"
"Love you too"
"My turn, truth or dare, Tony" Wanda says, interrupting our little brother/sister love fight.
"I think i'll choose dare this time"
"Makeout with Y/n" and Nat reacts before i even get the chance to, how i don't know.
"I'm tired" she says standing up, dragging me up with her. "We'll see you all tomorrow" she pulls me out of the room and everyone just looks after us. I could feel the tug in her heart as if it were in my own.
"What's wrong with you Nat" i ask her when we're out of sight from the rest, with a lowered voice.
"What's wrong with me? Oh sorry, go back and make out with Tony freaking Stark." she snaps at me, still in a quiet tone.
"It's a game honey, you could have trusted me to say no instead of acting like this"
"I act like this because i don't trust you" her words are like an arrow through my heart. She doesn't say anything, even though she can see the look of hurt in my face, she just walks away and leaves me shocked in the hallway. I scare her as i use my speed to stand in front of her within a second.
"Natalia, did something happen?" i ask, worried about what's making her like this. I know about jealousy and insecurities, but this is taking it too far.
"Nothing" she answered coldly but i can see how she regrets her words already, but still she doesn't do anything about it. "I'm going to bed, i'll see you later" and she's gone into her room.
"Wanda, seriously" i say, reentering the room. Everyone looks at me as i walk in angry steps. If i still had my heels on, they would have left marks in the floor.
"It's just a game, i didn't think she would react like that" Wanda says, standing up. Even though i know she knew exactly, but was too distracted by someone else to think clearly.
"You of all people knew she would react like that, you were there when..." my voice breaks at the memory of knowing when she saw me and Loki. "You are her best friend Wanda, you should have known"
"I'm sorry, i truly am"
"That's not enough, you have to go talk to her, apologise to her not to me" i say angry but i can still feel that cut in my heart by Natasha's words. "Now"
"Okay, breathe. I'll go talk to her" she says, starting to walk.
"So, what to talk about it? We can go down to the workshop" Tony asks but I can feel the tears in my eyes. If i were to talk about it, there would be no way i could keep it together. I know he just cares, there are just things i can't explain. And i can't handle the attention i'm getting by standing here.
"I'll see you at breakfast" i say as i turn around, starting to walk towards my bedroom. Where i haven't slept in over two month, barely walked in. No one follows me, which is good, because no one will see how i start to break apart in the hallway. But instead of the pain and heartbreak over what happened, the anger emerges. Which i know isn't good, but i don't try to stop it. But i guess now's the time to use what i've learned from Loki in the last months. I know it's a stupid idea but i don't even care if i get out of it alive or not. Maybe it would be better if i didn't come out of it. Anything would be better than staying here where i can do nothing good.
Tony pov
"Y/n?" i ask, knocking on her door. "Are you still awake?" i know she is but i still ask. But no answer, not even a sound comes from inside. So i knock again, still no response. Wanda comes out of Natashas room.
"What's wrong?" she asks with a worried face.
"She's not answering her door" i explain and i swear that her face becomes a reflection of the worry in my own.
"Y/n? It's Wanda, can i come in?" she asks, knocking on the door but no response. She gently takes the handle and opens the door. Not enough for me to see in, but then she opened the door fully. It's empty, clean. Nothing on the floor, nothing on the nightstand. Like no one was ever here. Just as we both walk in, the window is repairing itself like before.
"Look" Wanda says, picking up a piece of paper from the pillow.
"It seems to be a letter"
"Yeah i can see that it's a letter, but why?" she says before opening it and a pair of keyes fall out. They have a black fluffy ball on the keychain.
Dear Avengers
I don't know exactly who'll be reading this but i guess it'll be Wanda or maybe Tony, if he dares to come into my room when i'm not answering the knocking. I'll be gone for a little while, but i will be back so there is no need for anyone to panic. Especially Natasha or Bucky. I am so happy to have found a place with you guys but there's just something i have to do. I've been training my magic with Loki behind your backs with the help of Thor. But don't be mad at him, i made them help me. The key is to our condo, Loki will be there. He is also the only one that knows what i'm doing so just wait, if i'm not back in a couple of days you can ask him where to find me. If i don't come back at all or you can't find me, i just wanted to say thank you to everyone for becoming like a second family to me the last couple months.
Love Y/n Barnes
PS! Don't be mad at Loki for not stopping me, he really tried.
"We have to go there, now" i say but she stops me before i can take another step towards the door. She even closes it.
"No, she told us to wait"
"And she's in trouble, she can thank us later for not waiting"
"And if she's not back in 36 hours, we'll go there. Alright? Give her some time"
"Fine, but what are we going to say to the rest of the team? Or Natasha for that matter?" i control my voice to lower it. Even though the walls are soundproof, if someone stands outside the door they could hear.
"Nothing, we won't tell them she's gone"
"Then where do we say she is? They'll notice she's not here anymore"
"That she's with Fury, undergoing tests to see what she's capable of"
"And when her 36 hours are gone?
"We'll go and talk to Loki, then we can tell the rest if deemed necessary. "She says and though everything seems well thought through, there is one part missing.
"What about Barnes? Won't he know we're lying, i mean they're supertwins"
"Then he will keep it a secret as well" she's holding onto the key and for a second i think that she doesn't want Y/n to come back.
"And if someone tries to contact her or Fury to ask about her?"
"We just have to hope that no one does"
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