tw - sh and suicide mention
time skip to the end of school
you're walking home with robin finney and gwen, "finn im staying at stacey's tonight, look after dad" she says while hugging him and walking in a different direction to us. "you guys wanna come to mine and watch some movies?" robin says, "yes oh my god yes" you say and finney agrees. you guys walk for a while and decide to go into grab n go for snacks, vance is there. he's hung over the pinball machine again. there are a few people around him, one of them was vicky. she was all cuddled up to his arm
you guys walk in and the bell goes off as you open the door. everyone's heads jerk towards your direction. noticing a few stares you give them harsh glares and they turn away, apart from vicky. you reach to get a slushie and she's still staring, "take a picture it will last longer" you shout to her, "what was that, freak?" vicky replies. "your the only freak here" you say rolling your eyes, "i'm not the one that tried to off myself" she said and everyone laughs. vance heard this and stopped playing pinball and just turned around. your blood started to boil and out of anger you shouted, "im not the one obsessing over the same boy that clearly don't want me" her face went red and she seemed really embarrassed. vance chuckled under his breath, "the fuck are you laughing at" vicky snaps at him, "you. im laughing at you" vance said while still laughing and turning back round to the pinball machine.
you pay for your snacks and as you walk out vicky shouts, "why don't you go slit your wrists again y/n" thinking she was funny. no one laughed that time.
flashback
you layed on the school bathroom floor, blood flooding from your wrists and thighs. a young girl walks in and screams in horror. your rushed to the hospital.
end of flashback
everyone knew about that incident. everyone. your eyes start to tear up and she says, "aw you gonna cry" in a baby voice. "no. i'm not. i'm not a cryer" you tell yourself in your mind, choking back tears. you walk up to her and throw your slushie in her face, "fuck you, you fucking asshole!" you shout while punching her across the face, everyone's staring. even vance. robin grabs your shoulder, "come on let's go!" he says pulling you away. you and vance make eye contact until your dragged out of the shop. after walking for a while you say, "look guys i don't feel like hanging today, i'll come tomorrow have fun though" you say, "okay that's fine, see you tomorrow!" they both say.
you walk in the opposite direction to them and after a few minutes you feel a tap on your shoulder. you turn around quickly and see a beautiful blonde haired, blue eyed boy, "hey stalker" you say
"shut the fuck up" he says, "yes sir" you say holding your hands up. "are you okay?" he asks, "what do you mean" you reply. "well the stuff vicky said" he says, "ohhh, yea i'm fine" you say laughing, "she's just a bitch"
you weren't fine. you felt like curling up in ball and violently sobbing until you physically couldn't anymore.
"is it true?" he says, "is what true?" you say acting confused. "the whole offing yourself thing?" he says trying to make you look up, "oh yea, you didn't know that? everyone knows! that's why i have no friends" you say, "no i didn't know, i only moved here a few months ago" he replies, "ohh that's why i didn't recognise you, but yea i got sent to the psych ward" you say with your eyes glued to the floor. it stays silent for a while, "i'm sorry, i shouldn't have told you that" you say, "no it's okay, why'd you do it?" he asks curiously, "your not supposed to ask that stalker" you say laughing, "right, sorry i didn't mean to ma-" he says but gets cut off, "i'm joking stalker look this is my house i gotta go" you say smiling at him
"wait but how am i supposed to talk to you?" he says, "talk to me?" you reply. "for the science project i mean." he says going bright red. "you never said we were gonna be partners" you say smirking. "oh uh well i hate everyone else in that class" he says looking at the floor, "so you like me?" you ask, "your alright" he says smirking and looking at you. you chuckle and grab his arm, writing down your number. he thanks you and says goodbye. he looks like a 5 year old that just got some candy
'your alright' AHHH!! vance fucking hopper just called me 'alright' well i mean it wasn't pretty but it was still something!
you get changed into pj and drift off to sleep
YOU ARE READING
together again (vance hopper x fem reader)
Fanfictiony/n romanov is a small town girl with bpd, a year before she attempted and was sent to a mental institution. everyone forgot about her, until now. BTW Y/N, VANCE, ROBIN AND FINNEY ARE ALL IN THE SAME GRADE!
