Love Found

New love

We got back to my house and he walked me to my door and my dad met us at the door and I went inside while Justin asked my dad for my hand. He was telling him how he would wait for me to graduate college and however long I wanted to wait. After about 10 minutes my dad and Justin were shaking hands and my dad was welcoming him into my family. My mom went out and gave Justin a hug and then she was crying and hugging me and him. Finally they left us alone and we were hugging and I started to cry and I told him I didn't want to leave his side but he said that it would be okay since I would go to see him more. He kissed me and then told me not to cry since we would be together for the rest of our lives. That made me cry even more which made him wipe the tears from my face and I kissed him back and let him leave. I went into my house and my mom wanted to see the ring and then all my friends came over and wanted to see the ring. It was like a ring party and they all said that I was so lucky. I felt lucky but I also felt too young to get married since I didn't know how long we would last since we were so young. After everybody left I just spent time with my family and then I went to bed. I was exhausted from everything I did with Justin to seeing my friends and then finally coming home and basically having a party. All this led me to crash right onto the bed and I ended up cuddling with my pillow.

                The next morning was Friday and I was so refreshed at this point that I was ready to conquer the world until I remembered that I was by myself since my parents had work and there was no one next to me. I considered calling him but I knew that he was in practice for tonight so I just left it alone and decided to go and get coffee and something to eat so I went to my car and went driving. I was a big idol in my town since so many girls read the magazines about Justin and I going out that I couldn't go to any big places without people asking me how lucky I was to go out with him. Luckily it was summer and a lot of girls went to the beach so at Starbucks I only had a couple of girls come up to me asking how I managed to get him and how he agreed to go out with me. I answered all of their questions and then I left. I told them if they had any more questions that I would answer their emails, texts, or tweets through Justin's twitter or mine which was connected to Justin's or Scooter would answer them since he knew I didn't really know the answer and he knew I didn't like the publicity that much. Mostly they went to Justin's twitter and I saw a lot and some were nice but some were hateful. I didn't like the hateful one's so I told Justin to delete them. Before I got home Justin called me and asked how my morning was and I told him it was going fine. I told him I went to get coffee and some girls came up to me asking me about us. He just said to answer them and be friendly. I also told him that I was going over to my friends Amanda and then from there we were going to my other friends' house since she was having a pool party. He told me to watch out for the paparazzi since they would be ruthless trying to find me just to make a stink in the magazines about me. I told him that I would be careful to play with any other guys and then he started to get mad but I waved him off by saying I had to go. I missed him but he was so cute when he was mad so I let him brood about it. I picked Amanda up and then we went back to my house and I changed into my bikini and then we were off. The party was in Mountainside and it was a graduation/birthday party. Once we got there Amanda and I went in two different directions. I headed to the bar to get a drink and then to greet everybody. I was such a socializer and my friends knew it. A lot of them kept asking me about the ring and I told them that he had just surprised me one day after I got out of the shower. It was nothing special or extravagant it was just a diamond band. After all the talking I ended up outside on a towel tanning and talking but mostly tanning. After about three hours I saw people walk in and someone said that they were looking for me. I of course had fallen asleep so I was just waving them away and saying no they aren't. Then guys came over to me and started talking to me and of course this made two other guys come up to me and were dragging me out and the two guys were none other than Scooter and Kenny. Once I was inside of the car I saw Justin sitting there and he looked pissed. I couldn't even give him eye contact I was so mad that they took me out of a good party. I had to text Amanda to take my car home since I left it there. I was fuming by the time I got home to the point where I got out of the car and went into my house and slammed my bathroom door not caring if he came in or not. I took off my bikini top and then my bottoms and got in the shower.  When I was done he was still there sitting in my kitchen. He didn't look mad but he did look like he wanted to rip someone's head off. I just walked in and put my clothes into the laundry and then I sat down and wouldn't make eye contact. I just wanted to tell him to trust me but he wouldn't understand. I finally relented and told him that he had to trust me. He said that he trusted me but when he saw me with those guys he just lost it. I told him that they were my friends and that they don't mean anything to me and that he means everything to me. I crawled into his lap and just kissed him and cuddled with him. I think that he forgot about our conversation earlier and was just happy to be there. I fell asleep in his arms and when I woke up he was gone. I found a note on the counter saying that he had to go to his show but that he would call me later tonight. Sighing I just threw out the note and went to see if Amanda dropped my car off. She did and I went to make sure everything was there since she had a thing for taking my stuff. I made sure I had his ring since he would be so mad if I lost it. It was right where I left it on my finger. Amanda just took my gum but she left everything else where I had left it. I went back into my house and went up to my room and checked his status since I could always tell how he was feeling beforehand from his status but I also called him. He said that this concert was going to be easy but that his voice hurt so he was going to have to take it easy. I wanted to see him tonight and get something over.  I told him to come over tonight but he said he couldn't. I even did a fake cry and he didn't buy it so I told him I would go into the city to see him. I left a note with my mom saying that I was going to see Justin in the city and that I was taking the train.  While I was on the train I texted Ryan of Hot Chelle Rae to see if he would have dinner with me since I did tell him I would go and eat with him. He texted me back a couple of minutes later and said sure where do you want to meet and I told him to just meet me outside of Justin's hotel and then we would pick somewhere to go to eat from there. He agreed and told me he had to go on stage now and that he would see me later. That was perfect since I had just gotten into Penn Station and I needed to get to the hotel to get ready. His set would only last half an hour and then he would be coming over. I didn't have much time but knowing him he would surprise me by coming up to my room. When I got to the hotel I just walked right in and up to the elevator. Once I got into the room I started to get ready and by the time he got to my door I still wasn't ready so when I heard the knock I let him in and told him to just give me a minute. He told me to take my time and also that the whole band was here to see me since they wanted to see me. They wouldn't have dinner with us since they had their own plans. All they wanted was to say hi to me. I told him that was okay and that I would be done in a minute. I came out and he looked absolutely stunned I mean I didn't think I looked that good but he did. All I did was curl my hair, put on a nice dress with matching heels, a nice bag with all my stuff in it and put some makes up on. I walked out and kissed him on the cheek and then we left to go downstairs. In the elevator he gave me a shirt that the whole band signed and I told him I would cherish it a lot. Once downstairs he was right they were waiting for me. I felt like a superstar with him. With Justin I just felt like I was his fiancé who was being watched by the paparazzi to see if I would do something stupid but with Ryan it was different. It was so much slower and there were no paparazzi with us. I went up to them all and kissed them all on the cheek and said hello. They looked so tired and I felt bad making them come out and see me. Once we said our hellos and goodbye's Ryan and I went out to a restaurant he said he knew the owner of. It was Italian and I looked at the menu and the prices and kind of felt bad since I didn't want him to spend so much money on me. In the end I ordered the least expensive thing I could find on the menu and it was so good even though it was only a salad. He ordered something that I couldn't pronounce in English. I liked him a lot better with his blonde hair rather than brown and I told him that to complement him. Once we were done I was so full that I felt like I couldn't get up and that I could sleep for a month. We got back into his car and he drove me back to the hotel where we parted and I told him that I would keep in touch. I left him and went up to my room and decided to get into a robe and wait on him. He didn't arrive until midnight and I think I enticed him since he came straight over and kissed me. I took off his shirt and well you can imagine the rest. I lost my virginity that night. I fell asleep again with his strong arms around me safe.  When I woke up I kissed him on the lips and started to put his shirt on me so that I could call my mom and go to the bathroom. I knew that she would be freaking out so when I called her and she was fine I just said okay I'll be home soon and I said good bye I love you. I went back outside and left a note for Justin when he woke up telling him I went home. I left the hotel and walked back to the train where I boarded and just sat there waiting for them to leave. I put my headphones in and just sat back and relaxed.