(A/N I was listening to Cynical Fairytale as I wrote this so I added it up to the top. It might correspond to doms crisis *cough cough* also I wrote this when I was sick so don't judge)
As Dom pulled away, my jaw dropped.
"What was that...?" I asked
"Oh my god, I am so sorry, I should go, that was really stupid. I didn't mean to do that. I just got carried away. I'm gonna go. See you Monday..."
"Dom, wait!" I called after him, but he was already out the door.
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I lay in bed Sunday morning, thinking about what happened Saturday night. Why had Dom kissed me? Does this mean that he likes me or was he just drunk? We had a little bit to drink, but I don't think it was enough to cloud his judgement...
I'm probably overthinking this. I don't even know if he likes guys. He probably doesn't. He's straight.
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Dom's POV
Fuck.
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Cygnus's POV
Rio: I dont think he's straight, Patterson.
Cygnus: idk, Sanchez. What if he doesn't like me and he was just drunk?
Rio: Look, Cyg, you had barely anything to drink, and Dominyk had even less, so the likelihood of him being drunk is very slim.
Cygnus: ik, I think I want to convince myself that nothing is going to change.
Rio: shit I got to go. Dom just texted me.
Cygnus: WAIT WHY DID DOM TEXT YOU?
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Dom's POV
Dominyk: Hey, Rio. Do you think you could come over? I need to talk about something...
Rio: ofc. Omw.
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"Hey, dude. You said you needed to talk?" Rio said as he followed me to my room.
"Yeah... so I like Cygnus, but I thought I was straight and so now I dont know what I am! Im just having a proper, full on, gay crisis!" (A/N get my Heartstopper reference there?)
"Well, there's bisexuality, pansexuality, omnisexuality, demisexuality. There's all sorts of sexualities, but of course you don't have to label it."
"Demisexuality?"
"Yeah. I'm Demi. Basically you're only sexually attracted to people you have formed an emotional connection with. So that would be like me with Ci."
"The other one that caught my attention was Pansexuality? What's that one?"
"Well that would be when you're attracted to everyone and you don't see the gender, just the person."
"Huh..."
"I can send you some resources if you'd like..."
"Yeah that'd be nice. Thank you."
That night I sat reading all of the sites and watching all the video that Rio sent me. All the things about Demisexuality stuck out to me. But so did the things about Pansexuality. So I texted Rio and asked if it was possible to be both and he said "ofc u can be both. It's called demipansexuality. It's where ur romantically attracted to everyone, but only sexually attracted to some ppl"
That's me., I realized. I've had crushes on people who are girls, but it hit me that I had a crush on Cut before he transitioned and when he started pressing masc, my feelings didn't changed. I was head over heels for the guy, and I decided that he should know it.
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Cygnus POV
I think I might be just a little in love with Dominyk. I've been scrolling through his Instagram and looking a the pictures he's posted, thinking about how hot he is. God he's perfect. I should tell him that I like him. You know, since he kissed me and all. I go to open up my texts then I decide that it would be smarter to tell him in person.
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Hey slays! Sorry I haven't updated in a bit. I've been swamped lol. But thanks to my bestie @thatstarkidrat for helping me decide on a sexuality for Dom! Hope y'all enjoyed. Next chap will hopefully be better
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