Until I Found You

Secrets Told

I woke up to pair of arms wrapped around me and soft breathing on my neck. I turned my head slightly and saw Bill sleeping peacefully. So it wasn't a dream? I actually have him here...with me. But I don't remember him holding me like this, it was the other way around I thought? I looked down to see my arm over his and holding his hand. I blushed slightly and continued to stare. How can he hold me like this? My bandages are already bled through, funny I didn't notice the cuts were still bleeding, I though they stopped in shower, maybe the bandages rubbed them or something.

I sighed not wanting to get out of bed. I have too though, I don't want anyone to come in and find Bill, I need to keep him safe. If anyone found him... he'll be killed. I didn't notice how I started grilling Bill's hand until he said something. "Pinetree, Are you alright? Why are you gripping my hand so hard?" He asked looking up at me tiredly, holy fuck his morning voice is hot..no stop it don't think like that. I sat up. "Sorry, I was just thinking I guess, I didn't notice" I laughed nervously.

Bill suddenly looked serious "Pinetree why were you crying?" I looked at him confused "what?" He stroked my cheek with his thumb. "Last night, you were talking in your sleep, and you were crying, you were holding me so tight I almost couldn't breathe, so then I got out of your arms and held you in mine, you stopped crying then, you still held onto me though" he explained. I looked down embarrassed "I'm sorry" I mumbled. Why would I do that? I don't remember having any dreams last night either. "Don't be sorry Pinetree, I liked it, I liked holding you like that, you're so small and fit with me perfectly" Bill smiled his beautiful smile. Did I say beautiful? No, no I didn't y'all trippin. "Pinetree, in your sleep when you were crying, you were yelling at someone, you were telling them not to touch me, you told them to kill you instead" my eyes widened. "I um, I don't remember any of that" I said still trying to think of any dream I might of had. But nothing came to mind.

"Well um, we should get up now" I stood up but then quickly looked at Bill. "Not you, you stay here okay? I'll bring you some food"

I opened my door and closed it quietly making sure no one was around. I heard talking as I went down the stairs. "Are you serious Mabel?" That's nothing to joke about" I heard a voice that sounded like it belonged to Great Uncle Ford. "I'm serious, he broke with him a long time ago though" I heard Mabel say. I froze dead in my tracks and listened to what they were saying. "Dipper can't be gay, he was obsessed with me for like ever" I heard Wendy speaking. "Yeah well now he has no interests in girls, he's all into guys now" Mabel said sounding like she just solved one of the world's greatest mysteries. "There will none of that here, he must be kicked out immediately" I herd Grunkle Stan say sounding mad. I almost teared up but I shook my head and continued down the stairs.

As soon as I was down the stairs I received glares from everyone. I ignored them and grabbed a plate of breakfast and other snacks into my shirt. "Dipper" Grunkle Stan called. I froze but then turned to look at him. "Y-yes Grunkle Stan?" I asked trying to sound clueless to what's about to happen. "Mabel tells me that... you're into men, is that true?" He asked glaring at me. My breath hitched and looked everywhere but his eyes. "don't lie to us Mason Pines" Great Uncle Ford said also glaring at me.

"I...um.. s-she's right" I looked down at the floor like it was the most interesting thing in the world. "I've lost interest in girls" I admitted. "I'm sorry Dipper, but you need to leave, you need to leave and never come back" Grunkle Stan spoke glaring at me more. "What?! B-but Grunkle Stan I have no where to go!" I panicked. "That's to damn bad, we won't have any of your kind living in our house and being in our family" Great Uncle Ford butted in. My vision started to go blurry as tears threatened to fall. I blinked back my tears and sighed. "Okay I'll go, let me eat and my stuff packed, I'll be gone and you'll never see me again" I spoke with my voice shaking. "Good, the world would a better place without you" Mabel snickered to herself. "Agreed" Wendy added crossing her arms.