Until I Found You

Never Going Back

I woke up, alone.
I quickly sat up and looked around the room, scanning it in search of Bill. "Bill?" I called out weakly, my voice is always weak in the morning.
I swung my legs over the bed onto the floor, I went to stand up and pain shot up back "ah damn it" I groaned, I forgot the after results from having...um, fun.
I stretched and walked out of the room in hopes Bill was somewhere nearby and didn't leave. As soon as I stepped out I smelled food, and it smelled delicious. As soon as I smelled it my stomach growled. I slowly walked down the halls to the kitchen rubbing the sleep out of my eyes.
I turned the corner and saw Bill standing in front of the stove humming and flipping pancakes, the sight made me smile. "Goodmorning my love" Bill said suddenly and turned with a with a smile. "Good morning, how did you know I was here?"
Bill chuckled "I'm still a demon, I can sense your presence anytime" he said turning back to the stove.
I came up and hugged him from behind, resting my head on his back. "Aw is my baby still sleepy?" Bill asked talking in a tone used for small children. I groaned and hid my face in his back, as if he couldn't see me already. "My back is killing me" I whined making Bill laugh "I'm sorry Pinetree, was last night to much for you?"
I shook my head "no of course not" he turned off the stove and turned to face me then wrapped his arms around me "if not then why are you complaining about your back, hm?" I went to say something but I couldn't think of anything, he chuckled again "that's what I thought, I'm sorry baby, I shouldn't have been so rough" he kissed my forehead and smiled.
"No I liked it, I guess it's just...been awhile since I did it" I admitted, looking down as memories flashed through my head, memories I wish I couldn't remember. Bill must have saw my expression because he frowned and forced me to look up at him.
"Pinetree, I'm not like him okay? I'll be more gentle, I'll go slow" I tilted my head confused "but you were gentle and slow" "yes but then I got rough, I should've kept it slow the whole time, I'm sorry" I rolled my eyes "don't apologize, I wanted it, I consented it and said yes everytime you asked, and not because I thought you'd be mad if I said no, but because I really wanted it, I wanted you" I explained trying to stop Bill from feeling guilty.
He smiled softly "you're too cute Pinetree" he kissed my forehead again and gave me a plate of pancakes and bacon with toast. "Go sit down at the table, I'll be there in a second" I nodded "okay" I said before walking over and sitting down. I stared down at the food, debating on whether I should actually eat it, Bill made it himself so I don't want to waste it, I don't know why I struggle to eat...I just feel so fat I guess, my ex always said I ate too much so since then eating has been an issue.
"Pinetree you're gonna eat it, I worked really hard to make it" I jumped at Bill's sudden appearance as he sat down across from me.
"Oh yeah of course I'm gonna eat it" I smiled and stared back down at it. "Pinetree quit thinking you're gonna get fat from eating that, you're not fat Pinetree, and even if you were I'd still love you" I looked up "would you still love me if I was a worm?" He looked up puzzled "excuse me?" I laughed "I'm kidding, I just wanted to see your reaction" I laughed, Bill smiled and we both finished eating.
"Pinetree, I was thinking" he spoke suddenly "hm?" I hummed in response as I finished washing the dishes.
"How about we go out? Like a date, we could go to that new mall they built" Bill suggested while he put dishes away. "Um, sure, that sounds fun" I nodded.
I wanted to go out, but then again I was afraid I'd run into my used to be family. I don't want to see them again, I can't see them again. How would they react? What would happen if they saw Bill? Would they recognize him? His human appearance is similar to his triangle form, but his voice is slightly different. Would they know his voice? What if they have some type of tool made specifically to identify him, and if they do what if they take him away from me? And what if they kill him?
So many thoughts are running through my head I didn't notice Bill was staring at me, worry plastered on his face. "what?" I asked.
"Baby what are you so afraid of?" He asked leaning against the counter. "I'm not worried about anything" I lied and quickly turned away trying to find something to do, or think of something to change the subject.
"Pinetree it's written all over your face. You're scared. Are you scared you'll run into your family?" I sighed "they're not my family, not anymore, they disowned me and I disowned them, all I know is I don't have a sister, I don't have great uncles, I don't have Soos or Wendy, they're nothing to me now" I said, speaking honestly this time.
"But you are afraid you'll run into them, correct?" He questioned crossing his arm over his chest. "so what if I am Bill? If they find me, or they discover who you are we're both dead, I don't care about what actually happens to me if they take you away from me and kill you I'll lose my mind" I explained, my voice laced with more fear than I wanted to express. "Pinetree, as I said before I might not have all my powers anymore but I'm still a demon and I can fight for myself, and you" I went to say something but he interrupted "I'm not gonna let them hurt you, I promise" Bill said reassuringly, he sounded so confident.
"I guess you're right. I'm sorry I shouldn't worry about them so much" I sighed. Bill pulled me in and wrapped his arms around my waist.
"Come on, we're gonna have fun, we'll buy so much stuff, eat so much food, it'll be great" he smiled, his tone filled with excitement. I couldn't deny him and say I'd rather stay home, although I would prefer that, but I want to go out and have some fun, I have freedom now to go out and do whatever I wanted without getting in trouble.
"Okay, yes let's go" I nodded smiling, to which Bill returned. "Okay let's get ready" with the snap of his fingers we both were dressed.