This Isn't Me

Chapter 4

Deku POV

We had arrived at a lookout area where everyone was ushered off the buses and then told what to do. Suddenly half of the mountain just collapsed with all of the students on it but thankfully sensei pulled me to him as this happened. Then Aizawa and the pro's took me to camp while we waited for the other students. I got even more anxious as I saw exactly where we were and knew if any of them got me alone, I was in for some major trouble.

*Time Skip*

Even though I was anxious and slowing sinking into depression as my thoughts spiraled, Aizawa kept me close to him all night till it was lights out. My biggest fear happened that night, I was placed into the same room as my two biggest bullies and rapists, Bakugo and Kiri....//IM SORRY MY KIRI AND BAKUGO LOVERS, THOSE TWO ARE IN MY TOP 10 BUT FOR THE SAKE OF THE STORY// 

My fears were confirmed when I felt a hand over my mouth then my arms and legs get grabbed. They dragged me out of the boys cabin and pretty far into the woods when I was slammed into a tree, "I heard you were feeling sick last week, but I know that isn't the truth so where were you?" Bakugo asked as he gripped my throat tightly, leaving bruises and causing me to wheeze. " I-I was sick." I started shaking in fear to what they were going to do to me. "You think you can lie to us?" Kirishima got closer to me but Bakugo had other plans, he slammed me to the ground and they beat me till I was unconscious. I woke up to the the sun starting to peak out of the sky and I was still on the ground. I limped back to the cabin, knowing I had some broken bones again. When I got to the cabin I saw that everyone was still asleep, so I took a shower and covered up the bruises the best I could with the makeup that I kept with me at all times now. I had the urge to cut and I wanted to as the voice in my head begged me to but I had a flash of Keigo and Dabi's smiling faces and knew I couldn't even though they wouldn't really know.

*time skip*

It was the second night at the training camp, we were doing a team exercise with 1B trying to scare a pair of students from 1A. I was about to go in the forest with Iida when we saw smoke, it was in a circle around camp which told me that we were being attacked. Mandalay seems to think the same thing and yells, "Has anyone seen Koda? I cant find him!" I look at her. "I know where he is!" I take off towards the hill he headed up on at dinner. I had just gotten to him when a man punches me into the cliff side. "Run Koda!" Thankfully he does. The mans muscles expanded and that's when I realize who this villain was, Muscular. His quirk is he can redo his muscles in anyway way he wants. I dodge his next attack but he was able to get ahold of my still healing neck causing me to freeze instantly. Muscular laughs, "Is the little bug scared? Oh, but this little bug should be happy that I can't squish it." He drags me to the woods towards the sound of fighting.

Bakugo POV

Me and the half and half bastard was fighting a villain with scars and one with a mask. When a man came walking by........with THE FUCKING SHITTY NERD! This pisses me off enough to get distracted so that I was suddenly surrounded by......what is this?

Todoroki's POV

I see the angry blonde disappeared into a ....marble, and Midoriya...what was wrong with him he wasn't fighting, he was still and looked liked he recognized one of the villains. I was kicked into a tree as a portal opened and all 4 villains along with Bakugo and Midoriya was gone. I tried to reach for them but by the time I got to the portal it closed.

Deku POV

I was thrown into a cell with hands cuffed and chained behind me. There was a chain that connected my cuffs to the wall, I tried using my quirk but I couldn't, figures quirk suppressant cuffs. I turn towards the door when it opened, in came Dabi. I was confused and scared. He shuts the door then kneels down in front of me. Taking my head and moves it gently side to side then up, I watched his face carefully and his eyes they showed pain, sadness, and anger. "He wasn't supposed to be rough with you." "His name is Muscular, how could he not be rough? Why am I here? Where's Kaachan? Whats happening?" "You know I cant disclose that but I will say if that kid doesn't join us, handy wants you to be tortured in front of him." "Great.....more pain. Kaachan will just laugh and probably ask you guys to hit me harder." Against my will my voice breaks in the middle of the sentence. I look down and sit back against the wall. Dabi sighs and sits beside me. "Look Izuku, I know I'll be the one to be torturing you.... I thought you should know that." He gets up and leaves, I sat there, preparing myself for what will happen. If only I had known.

*A few hours later*

I'm not sure how long I sat there when the door opened, I looked up. "Seems like we get to have some fun." I scrambled back until I was grabbed by the throat. Shigiraki was stronger than he looked either that or my neck was really bruised. I stopped struggling and he smiled, "Good boy." He unchained me from the wall but kept the suppressant cuffs on me, Shigaraki lead me to another cell.

Bakugo POV

The damn villains had me in a freezing cell, tied up to a chair, my hands cuffed together so that I couldn't use my quirk without blowing my own hands off. The door opens, "I told y-" it was Deku and that hands freak, the fucking hand freak forced Deku up against the wall uncuffing the cuffs only to shackle him up on the wall, spreading his limbs out, so that his back was exposed to me. That motherfucker rips off the damn nerds shirt, I see Deku start trembling and I don't know why but that makes me pissed off. I also saw all the bruises and cuts that already littered his body, that must of been from me and shitty hair's doing. That's when Dabi and Toga comes in with, fucking hell what are those? I look away until I felt a cold, dry hand on the back of my neck, then a raspy voice whisper in my ear. "Watch what Dabi is going to do to your classmate and lover." I growled and refused, trying to jerk my head away from him. "He isn't my lover!" "Very well, beat Midoriya until Bakugo watches for 30 minutes." Fuck!! I ground my teeth together but look up just in time to see Dabi choose a cat'o'nine tails whip but this one had knots about half way down the tails and it had a metal ball with spikes covering it. I struggled against my restraints as he swung the whip against Izuku's back. As it connected, a scream of likes I've never heard of before comes from the green haired boy. His body jerks and struggles as blow after blow is rained down onto his now bloody and raw back, until finally the scarred piece of shit steps back and lays the whip down. "Now, what do you say to our offer?" "Like hell I will, you crusty lip bastard!! Go ahead and beat him till he dies, I don't care!" "Very well, Dabi." Dabi looks over the table filled with devices, he reached for some nails and a hammer. I gaged and threw up everywhere at what he did next. The sounds of clinking, ripping and Izuku's screams was to much causing me to struggle and fight harder against the damn restraints. For some reason I want to protect the shitty nerd from them but I also want him to suffer for cheating on me and shitty hair. Looking up made me want to throw up again, the nails were heading up through the pads of Izuku's fingers and thumbs; his finger nails starting to be pushed up off his skin. Izuku had passed out by now and was hanging limply, my anger was boiling and I was helpless. The villains all left and this kept happening for who knows how long anymore, each time they came in it was always some way of torture but never towards me only towards Deku. Speaking of the green haired boy, he was let out of the shackles after the 5th visit because of how weak he has become, he also hasn't talked or screamed since about the 6th or 7th visit. They walked in and I shrunk back some, not wanting this to continue anymore. I couldn't handle it my mind was a wreck. Dabi picks Izuku up by the fore arms pulling him up till his back was against Dabi's chest, Dabi wrapped one arm around Izuku's chest to hold him up and his other hand was holding izuku's head up against his shoulder. I was confused until I heard a gasp coming from the door, looking over my eyes widen, "Au-" coughs, "Aunty?!?!"

Deku POV

I snap my eyes open at what Kaachan had said. Seeing my mom there being held at the back of the neck by Shigaraki. I struggled against Dabi's hold against me but I was very weak. "M-.....om!!" "I love you, Izuku!" And just like that she decayed in front of us. Bakugo screamed and I sighed. I must of passed out because when I came to, I was lying on the ground and Bakugo was crying. The villians came in then went to Bakugo, Toga had a knife pressed against his throat enough to draw blood. "Time to die, since you refuse to join us." I sit up despite the agonizing pain. "Leave him alone, Shigaraki!" He looks at me. "Why should I?" I stare into his eyes and said without a doubt in my mind, "I'll become you're servant if he is left unharmed and alive." Shigaraki thinks for a few minutes. "Very well." And just like that we were left alone. I looked at Bakugo, he was looking at the ground. "Katsuki.." He looked at me "Do me a favor and have a funeral for my mom, please." He seemed shock but nodded. "yea, I will" Twice and Toga came in and took Bakugo away. Hopefully, he will be safe now.

Bakugo POV

They blind folded me and cuffed me in those damn quirk suppressant cuffs. Then I was pushed and landed somewhere on my stomach. Hearing the gasps made me realize that I was in the classroom. I was still crying and wondering why he would do something like for me, especially after everything I did to him.