be mine, please. eleanor levetan x reader

chapter five

3RD POV

everyone is in eleanor's car. drea is sitting in the back, and y/n's taken shotgun.

"i didn't watch the video, by the way." eleanor said, watching the road. "congrats. you're the only one" drea replied, monotonously. "uh, dre, i only watched half of it..?" y/n added. "is that your ex... who leaked it?" eleanor asked. "is that why you punched him?" "are you gonna talk the entire ride?" drea spat. she paused for a few seconds. "how do you even know about that?" y/n asked for her. "i'm actually transferring to rosehill. i um.. i saw a post about it."

"moving before senior year? ooph, brutal." drea replied. "drea, don't be rude. eleanor, i think it's fine with you moving before senior year! i hope you have fun!" y/n said, happily. "oh, um, thanks y/n! uh, drea, what happened to him?... your ex?" eleanor said more curiously(i'm crying i don't know synonyms for said). "oh, you know. what happens to every guy. nothing. i'm the slut on probation, and he and his tiny little dick get away clean." drea explains. "they always get away scot-free." eleanor and y/n say in unison.

"i know what it's like to get screwed over by someone you thought you could trust. when i was thirteen, uh,  i went to day camp with this girl, and she existed on this like..untouchable plane. she glowed. and she had a sibling. i pretty much already knew i like non-males, but i pretty much hadn't told anyone yet. but this girl, i pretty much knew if she liked me, it would validate my entire existence or something, and i finally talked to her, and it was great. like, she made me feel free, and confident, and safe. and, before i knew it, i told her i was queer. and it felt... amazing. i mean like... it was the single greatest moment of my entire life. but i guess i wasn't as safe as i thought when she told everyone i tried to hold her down and kiss her." "what?" the twins exclaimed, shocked about the story. y/n had a feeling of déjà vu when eleanor had explained the story, but didn't know why. "yeah, it wasn't that she had outed me, i don't care. everybody's fucking gay, i just.. she turned me into this.. predator. no one would come near me. he destroyed me." "no consequences for her, i guess."
y/n replied. "nope! she actually, goes to rosehill."

"really?"     "who?"

"carrisa jones?"

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heyyyyy

i did. all this b4 i had to get ready 4 school. it's not too much, cuz school, but have a great day/night!

-vinndeisel