Love on Tour [Love at the Forum Final Book]

Chapter 3: Baby

I woke up the next morning to Harry rolling over and pulling me close to him, kisses being placed all over my face. I giggled softly, "Haz."

"Morning beautiful." He smiled kissing my nose.

"Morning." I cuddled into him, not ready to get up just yet.

"Would you like me to order in for breakfast?" He said softly.

"Mmm, mhm, cause I don't plan on moving from this position all day." I said pulling myself closer to him. I peeked up at him as he chuckled, and leaned down to kiss me. He kissed me so gently at first, his tongue running along my lower lip, until I allowed it to find mine. His kiss growing deeper. I felt my body ignite. I wanted him. More than anything, but I was terrified. I was scared to be reckless again. To do something that might hurt us.

I broke this kiss, and he held me close to him, whispering, "I'm not going to try anything Mags. I promise. This is enough for me. I just want to kiss you. That's all."

I nodded softly and he pulled me back into the kiss, and I allowed myself to just give into it. I felt like I was experiencing him for the first time. I pulled myself closer to him and he wrapped his hand softly around my butt, breaking the kiss softly, "Mmm, I missed this most."

I bit his lip playfully and laughed, "Of course you did."

He kissed my nose softly, his lips swollen slightly, "I feel like a teenager again," he chucked softly, "You have me feeling so giddy."

I laughed softly and kissed his chin, "I feel the same. Like I'm kissing you for the first time."

He nodded and ran his finger through my hair, "How are you Maggie?" His eyes searching mine, his gaze so soft.

"I'm better. Somethings, are still hard, but I'm better. And you?" I ran my finger softly down his chest.

"I'm better. I'm even better now that I have you. I was worried for a while. I think seeing you on my birthday really reassured me." He said softly.

"I was never going to leave you Harry."

"I know, I was, I was worried you wouldn't get better. That I would never be able to hold you, kiss you, touch you. Be with you." he bit his lip, a small sadness in his eyes.

"But that didn't happen. And I'm here now." I smiled softly, kissing him gently.

"I know. I guess now, I'm just wondering what you being here now entails."

"Well, you'd still be my boyfriend. I'm your girlfriend. For the time being, this is as intimate as I can get. I'm terrified of anything else right now. Which I always want you to be honest with me about. If you can't handle it and you need—Maggie, no. You carried our baby. You lost our baby. Your body went through so much, it's like a temple to me. I'm going to honor it, and you and your wishes. If I can't handle no sex after what you went through, I'm a down right prick." He interrupted me with such certainty in his voice I couldn't help the small tears that formed in my eyes.

"I love you Haz, you know that? I never stopped." I whispered softly, wiping my eyes.

"I love you more than ever Maggie." He smiled kissing my forehead.

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We sat up in bed eating the breakfast sandwiches Harry had order for us and I sipped on my coffee.

"So, there is this place up north, I really want to take you. The stars are beautiful at night, and I think I can get us a little cottage. Unless you want to do something else."

"No baby, I think I've done everything humanly possible here. I would love a new adventure," he smiled stupidly at me and I couldn't help but laugh, "What Harry?"

"I thought I wouldn't hear you call me that in a while." He smiled softly.

"What? Baby?" I teased and was surprised to see him blush softly, "Harold, blushing? This is new."

He threw his napkin at me and I couldn't help but laugh, "So how is everything back home?"

"Good actually. Charles got the time off for Coachella for the three of you. I got us a house out there already. I'm excited, I can't believe it really. Playing something that big."

"Well Haz, you earned it. You really did. I'm going to be so proud baby." I smiled big.

"Thanks Maggie. And, I'm going to be revealing two more songs from the album, and, in October, I'll be back at the Forum." He smiled big when he said the last part and my eyes widened.

"Wait really?"

"Mhm, going on tour again. So, I can meet you on the stage again." He smiled and I was filled with so many butterflies.

I sighed and layed back down, closing my eyes. I took a deep breath as I listened to their footsteps fade away, then almost complete silence. You could still hear the minor hustle of the people in the backstage areas, but it would never stop being crazy to me how loud it got in here during the show.

Suddenly I heard soft footsteps approaching and what felt like a shadow over me. I opened my eyes, and hovering over me was Harry.

"Well hello Maggie."

I smiled softly, "Hi Harry, I can get out of your way."

"No, no it's fine. Just wanted to see the stage," he looked around then back at me, "Mind if I join you actually?"

"Nope, come on down."

He smiled and layed next to me. I took a deep breath and turned to look at him, "You must think I'm so strange."

"No actually, I'm guessing you like the different views each stage brings." He turned and looked at me.

I felt myself smile big and bit my lip, "Yeah actually, and to see what you see. My plan is to be on the catwalk tomorrow."

"Well maybe I'll meet you there."

"See about that, this is normally my downtime before the madness, today is a special invitation."

"Ahhh, got it. I'll put in my request." He chuckled softly.