Letter 14

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Dear Taehyun,

I'm wishing for something that I know that'll never come true. Is it bad to trick myself into hoping that everything will be alright, like the endings of fairy tales? Haha, I don't think there will be a Prince Charming to save me. At this rate, I need a fairy godmother miracle to change the inevitable. However, last time I checked, there were no such things as grandmas with wings and a magical wand that are 3 inches tall.

My mom told Huening Kai and Aria about my condition. How I wish she didn't. I didn't want pity and neither did I want a lingering reminder of what was yet to come. Life is what it is. Still, I can't deny that seeing them made me a bit happier.

Nadia, a while ago, left the hospital after being cured of her skin cancer, so I had no roommate to share my hospital room with. I'm happy for her, but  I want her to be here... we've grown close in a short amount of time. I know that I'll never see her again...

Anyways, Huening Kai, Aria, and I watched The Silent Voice, a reallyyyy good anime movie. I nearly cried at the part where Shōya got into a coma after saving Shōko. Ship Shōya and Shōko!

Although watching the movie distracted me a little, a gut feeling always reminded me of the future. This was my last time hanging out with them. This was my last lunch together with my friends, filled with wishing for the future to not happen. This was our last. I would never be able to laugh and choke at their lame jokes.

Maybe life will feel pity and grant me peace and happiness. Maybe this won't be the end. Yet, it is, but life will go on...

From,
Euna

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