𝙙𝙖𝙙𝙙𝙮 𝙞𝙨𝙨𝙪𝙚𝙨 // 𝙨𝙪𝙣𝙖 𝙭 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧

t w e n t y

hey everyone, last chapter of this book is here. I've been writing this book for almost 2 years and what a journey. the amount of support this book has gotten and continues to have is remarkable. I'd like to announce that even though this is the last chapter, I am in the works of a bonus chapter. I won't say much about this bonus chapter but just know you won't want to miss it. It will answer many questions I'm sure you will all have by the end of this chapter. I also will be writing another book non anime related that is another phycological story (changed my mind). I will give a sneak peak to the book attached to this book. I plan to have a few chapters out by the end of this year.

I love you all and enjoy this last chapter:)

p.s this chapter is in a diary entry pov mostly.

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8 years later...

Dear Diary,

It's been 8 years exactly. 8 years since I left Hyogo behind. 8 years I ran away from my mothers house. 8 years since I last saw Suna.

Time has passed and many things have happened. This is where I admit my truths. Where I admit all the wrong I had done since Hyogo. I killed the leader of the Shiri gang to steal the title. I fell into a dark place after my visit with Suna. When I came back home it was the first thing that I did. Since then I gave it to Shirabu. It was an apology gift, after I had announced the new leader I skipped town again. More like left the country. Remember the cuban girl? Yea I located her. She actually stuck to her word and moved to Havana.

I'll always remember the greeting I got, the hospitality. A year had passed at that point. In this year before I even got there things changed majorly.

I left the Shiri gang behind for an important reason. Two months after leaving Hyogo, I found out I was pregnant with Suna's baby. At first, I didn't know how to handle the news. I felt disgusted with myself at first when I thought that my baby was the product of rape and a toxic relationship.

I grew resentment over this baby, I didn't want it. I actually had considered to have an abortion. I'm glad I didn't go through with it. 7 months later, Rin L/N was born. She had all of Suna's facial features. Everything. She was the product of him. No matter how I look at her now she reminds me of him just by the looks. Personality and mental wise, she is everything that is me. I fell in love with her more after birth. She was a blessing that came out of such a horrible event.

In some ways, she made me forgive Suna for what he did. It didn't justify it at all but it gave me reason to slowly forgive him in some way. If it weren't for that night I wouldn't have gotten the greatest gift being her. Does it make it ok? No, absolutely not. But slowly I have moved on from the situation and burnt the fire it had in me.

After her birth I decided to leave Japan behind all together. Thats where the Havana girl comes in. Valentina. When I found her she had also found a new life for herself. Her cousin in Cuba had given up her child up for adoption. Valentina fought a long battle with the adoption agency to get him back. She won and has adopted him that she now considers her own. Siego Vortex is his name. Same age as Rin.

When I knocked on Valentinas door she welcomed me with open arms. She had a small house, we had to share a bed. Rin and Siego shared a room. Wasn't ideal but I was waiting for my money to come from Japan over to here. All of my shares everything. When it did I moved us all in to a much bigger home not in the city but just a little outside of it. Valentina had work in the city and the kids were going to go to school in the city, this was practical. I decided to own a legal business of my own.

A women's shelter in Havana, Cuba. I wanted to make sure women in horrible situations like I was in to have a stable place to go to unlike what I had. To escape it all. We also developed a hotline for all of the country. In year two of living there I was travelling across Cuba saving women from situations they didn't think they could.