𝙙𝙖𝙙𝙙𝙮 𝙞𝙨𝙨𝙪𝙚𝙨 // 𝙨𝙪𝙣𝙖 𝙭 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧

n i n e t e e n

Second last chapter :( This journey is coming to an end damn.

Enjoy this chapter though <3

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Walking into the room you first see Suna in dark blue prison uniform. The door closes behind you and you're left with utter silence. You looked over at Suna to him already looking at you with a smirk on his face. 

You walked up to the table without breaking eye contact and sat in the chair placed in front of him with a silver table between you two. You shuffled your feet, moved your fingers around and finally spoke. 

"Nice suit." He stared at you with the smirk dropped from his face, a blank stare.

"What brings the beautiful Y/N to visit me?" His compliment, for the first time ever, didn't give you butterflies like it used to. It made you disgusted even. 

You banged your fist against the table, "you can't say my name anymore after what you did to me that night." You said angrily.

"Now now Y/N calm down or should I say-"

"Are you stupid? Don't say that here...they're watching."

Suna cackles with laughter, "Oh little Y/N doesn't wanna end up where I am does she?"

He continued to laugh especially when you rolled your eyes at him. "Don't worry I was just teasing"

He stops laughing after a few more seconds. Knowing you didn't have much time to spare you got straight to the point.

"How did you get arrested?"

He pauses and clears his throat. "Drug business."

"Stop with these kind of answers Suna, I want more information."

"Why does it matter? With the shit they have me in here for, I'm here for life." He leans forward and this is when you realize he's handcuffed. "Why do you wanna know so badly huh? Why are you looking for fucking answers?" "Because I deserve those answers, after you raped me you went missing-"

"Raped you?" He starts laughing like it was the funniest thing hes ever heard. "I wouldn't call it rape." You banged your hand against the table again. "Wasn't rape? Oh so you forcing me onto my bed, taking my clothes off and me even tried pushing you away from me THAT WASN'T RAPE?"

He smiled. He fucking smiled. "Oh Akachan, we both know you enjoyed it...I can tell by the look in your eyes." He tilted his head "In your eyes, you don't hate me and if I did rape you...you would definitely resent me, especially seeing me. You're different Y/N I'll give you that. I had never met any crazy women like you." He chuckles "You're actually insane really." You wanted to slap him so badly but knowing you would get kicked out and you had more questions for him that you needed answers to.

"Why were you looking for me?" You asked Suna. "Well before I knew it was you, I was looking for you to kill you so I can become more known and to get my rightful place. I wanted power but when I found out it was you that I was looking for I became intrigued on the idea of ruining you in any possible way that wasn't death." Your eyes widened while he smirked more. "I'd like to think I succeeded at that." He shuffled closer and rests his arms on the table crossed. "Tell me Y/N, how can you love a monster like me?" You swallowed. His question came out of no where. Suna has never talked about his feelings like this before. You had the answer you were afraid of what his reaction would be. 

"I have no idea. When I first heard you were arrested, I felt worried for you, needed to find out why and when. In the back of my mind the entire time though I was telling myself I should be relieved. You have been slowly stripping me from my soul and had finally completed your said mission that night." Slight tears dropped down your face. "For a moment I was saying how I would do anything for you. I would kill for you, die even for you." You pointed at him sharply while more tears were dropping down your face. "You fucked me up but I still can't stop loving you." You slapped your forehead