Poems For The Soul & Thoughts For The Mind

What will he think?

The young me, so wild and free.

I wonder, what will he think of me.

If he saw me today, would he feel that we were lead astray?

Would he understand the way I felt?

Or would he bash me for not accepting help?

I'd tell him that I tried, I really did.

But no matter who supported me, I just couldn't win that final bid.

I admit, sometimes I wouldn't try.

And I don't know how to explain to young me why...

Do I tell him life is more than what meets the eye?

Should I let him keep his innocence so his joy will "never" die.

I don't know man.

What should I do?

Continue to lie or tell him "we're screwed".

Cause whatever choice I make, will change both of our fates.

Will it be for the better?

Or for the worse?

Cause if I changed my ways, then I might not feel like a walking corpse.

Of course nothing is guaranteed.

Especially since life has always been my mortal enemy.

But if by some chance, it were to occur.

Would this be a blessing or a curse, or just some passing blur?

I still wanna know...

What will he think?

Honestly, the thought of that scares me.

But, it's whatever.

I guess I'll never know.

Which sucks, because my curiosity will continue to grow.