100 thoughts & 1 person to tell them to
1. With every ring I wear, I find more reasons to take you there.
2. Did the stars finally fall, or are you no longer far?
3. A whole day to myself, yet I can't help but spend it all with you.
4. Has the sun grown darker? Or have you gotten brighter?
5. I've finally traveled the whole world, using your body as a map.
6. What if we kissed, not any kiss, but the way Mary Jane kissed Spider-Man on that rainy night.
7. Am I shiny to you my crow? Is that why you picked me?
8. If I'm dreaming, let me fall into a coma.
9. If being asleep means I can't see you then let me die so I may watch you for an eternity.
10 things I'm jealous of, more accurately 9.
11. Im jealous of your bed cause it holds you when you sleep.
12. I'm jealous of your clothes cause it hugs you tightly and touches your most sensitive spots.
13. I'm jealous of the ground you walk on, for it always knows where you are.
14. I'm jealous of your mirror for it sees all of you in full view every day, and every night.
15. I'm jealous of the moon, for it makes sure you sleep well through the night.
16. I'm jealous of your pillow cause it holds your deepest thoughts.
17. I'm jealous of your sister because she knew you before I did.
18. I'm jealous of your hands for they feel you in a way I can only dream of.
19. I'm jealous of your eyes, cause they see me in a way I could never understand.
20 more lines until we reach 40.
21 questions is the dumbest game ever, yet I'd play it with you if it meant I'd learn even more about you.
22 is how old I'll be when we're married .
23rd line and I'm just now getting stuck.
24 hours in a day, but I can't seem to keep track of time when I'm with you.
25 minutes ago jelly commented on our pfp.
26 letters in the alphabet and u are the most
important one.27 bones in my hand, all just so you could hold it.
28 people could never compare to you.
29, a number like any other. Yet yours is the only one I want to know.
30. I may not have a dollar to my name, yet I'll still buy you the world.
31. If I bought you a necklace, would you wear it? Or would you still call for my hand.
32. If I cuddle this bear for long enough, maybe, just maybe it'll compare to your warmth.
33. The sun could never make me hot the way you do.
34. I thought you were a siren the way you voice lured me to you.
35. I thank you, for giving me a chance at your hand and thank you for making your name known.
36. If you leave me, I'm afraid crying won't be enough.
3, minutes is all I need, to tell you how the 7 deadly sins have corrupted me when I met you.
Pride: A feeling of utter bliss, for I must be at the top. If this isn't the highest peak I don't know what is, for you're here. If you're here that means I've reached the peak of humanity
Greed: Liquor, women, men, status, wealth, immortality things I no longer dream of.
I now have the most precious treasure in the whole world, time.
I'm not talking about the very few hours I have in a day.
I'm talking about the time I have with you. That is truly the real treasure.Lust: The mirror no longer looks back at me. It stares into my eyes knowing I will never gaze at it again. I have found the truest of beauty. A body I could spend hours holding. A voice that feels me with feelings of ecstasy. A mind I want to share with you. Lips I want to touch mine. The breath I want to leave your lungs. The neck of a god, that'll be treated like the back of a devil. The heart, one I refuse to corrupt. If I don't devour you, then who will?
Envy: you already know my jealousy's. The things I wish I could do. It's not enough to know other people look at you, but they talk to you too? Why must a god be with peasants. Look at me, more, give me more. I want more. I have it all but it's not enough. It'll never be enough until I marry your for myself. I must lock those hands away so no one will ever bestow a gift upon it before I can.
G l u t t o n y: I want you. Just you. I know no feelings of gluttony for you satisfy every craving I have.
WrAth: I wait for that's all I can do. I'll watch the clock tick. I'll check my phone for a text. I'll sleep until I'm called. I'll get a notification when you're home. I'll bide my time until you're here, or I am there. I truly despise Father Time for this torture.
Sloth:Iwytctm
44 lines in, got here quicker then I thought I would.
45 an angle almost as cute as you.
46. If I blink enough, one day you'll be there when I open my eyes
47. I cannot rest until I know you're safe
48 more days until we're 2 months in (more or less)
49. If I gave you flash, my beloved cat, then I'd see my 2 favorite faces side by side.
50 more to go. I won't make you read 50 more. I don't know if I can write 50 more. I have more thoughts yet can't word them. I don't have to write it all out, because you are the one person who I wrote this for, and you are the one person who will know every thought I have and every feeling I feel.
Tobi, you are the one person these are meant for.
I'll use the next 50 days to make up for the last 50 I still owe you.
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Poems For The Soul & Thoughts For The Mind
PoetryA trip in to my mind, filled with poetry and odd thoughts. By the way some of things I think may be kind of out landish, just warning you. Also a lot of what I write is depressing. *potential trigger warning*