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by ItzMeeh

by ItzMeeh

You got me sippin' on something
I can't compare to nothing
I've ever known, I'm hoping
That after this fever I'll survive
I know I'm acting a bit crazy
Strung out, a little bit hazy
Hand over heart, I'm praying
That I'm gonna make it out alive

The bed's getting cold and you're not here
The future that we hold is so unclear
But I'm not alive until you call
And I'll bet the odds against it all
Save your advice 'cause I won't hear
You might be right but I don't care
There's a million reasons why I should give you up
But the heart wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants

You got me scattered in pieces
Shining like stars and screaming
Lighting me up like Venus
But then you disappear and make me wait
And every second's like torture
Heroin drip, no more so
Finding a way to let go
Baby, baby, no, I can't escape

This is a modern fairytale
No happy endings
No wind in our sails
But I can't imagine a life without
Breathless moments
Breaking me down, down, down, down

( Melanie , Her Car , And House in MM )

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Melanie's P.O.V. / A year later

Melanie Arianna Sinclair is now a official single woman. I gave up on my marriage because it was physically and emotionally draining me. The first 5 months was hard. I was under so much stress I lost one of the twins 😢. I'm not over it , but now I can actually smile.

A year ago I gave birth to my beautiful 4th daughter Chassedie, She was the twin who survived. The kids don't really talk about Chresanto anymore. I guess after a while of not seeing or hearing from him they said fuck it. It's okay my kids and I are fine, I'm raising 6kids by myself and I don't need no help , I'm INDEPENDENT.

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Chresanto P.O.V.

A whole year I have been single , well not single. Alright it's been a whole year since I've been not married. But I've been in a relationship With Espy helping her raise my son Carlos. Our relationship is whatever , it's not like I love her ass or nothing.

I haven't talked to Melanie since the Barbeque. She left with my kids that day and I woke up 2weeks later with divorce papers in my table with Melanie nowhere to be found.

Shit , I'm not forcing nobody to be in my life , So if she wanted to go then I let her ass go. The fuck I look like begging some bitch to be in my life with some bad ass kids ? I still have a life to live then to be bothered with them Motherfuckers. I heard she had them twins too , I'm so glad we done cause that 7kids. The duck I look like raising all them. I like my little life with Espy and Carlos , One child. PEACE AND QUIET ‼️.

Melanie thinks she can make it without me ? The bitch is crazy , without me she'll go broke , Just the way she was when I found her ass.

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