FakeKouji

𝓢3𝓒13 𝓐𝓷 𝓐𝓷𝓼𝔀𝓮𝓻

(Warning: Gets sensual.)

S3C13 An Answer

Ayanokouji's POV

I have a question, how much does a heart weigh? Anatomically it's an average of 245 grams or 0.54 pounds which truly isn't a lot. But, metaphorically, the heart's feelings are unmeasurable.

For me, Suzune's heart seemed to just weigh 245 grams, no more....and....no less.

Given that fact, what about her use?

if I assumed a scenario where she does become romantically involved with me, will she be able to fulfil my desire to know about love? Will she be a proper book?

Let me ask...

"Suzune, before I answer, I wish to ask you a question...How do you know this is love....?" I said as I sat in front of her withdrawing face."Hmm...that's an interesting question Kiyotaka. Given the fact that I have never felt so strongly a sense of longing towards a person from a sense of guilt transforming into a sense of loneliness without him I can deduce I have indeed experienced love."

Her wording was crystal clear as if she was appearing for an interview, seemed quite genuine and fake at the same time. Her face was finding it hard to maintain eye contact. To say it accurately, her words were true yet her emotions weren't.

"Is that so? So given that fact, I respect your answer."I said as I felt her giving off a small sigh of relief as she looked at the floor below.

If I were to follow through with this case scenario, I would likely help her remove this distracting emotion. But given statistical evidence, Would it be wise to just remove one negative emotion to flood her with many unmarked positive emotions and negative ones? Won't that be distracting as well?

The alternate approach would be to just say no to this. Given that case, what could be the outcome? If I knew the overview of Suzune's recent efforts to be closer and kinder to me and more level-headed in contrast to the overall stressful atmosphere she is going to face soon enough, it could cause a potential breakdown.

Now the question is, will this potential scenario turn into reality?

Either way, I have to prepare for the worst-case scenarios. After all,

The plan without a backup is nothing but luck.

Sadly luck doesn't give a fuck

In my case at least.

Hence the correct solution lay solely on my trust in whether Suzune can handle the truth.