TRUST ISSUES

1~ Old wickckery brige

I was walking on a trail trees all around me I had one AirPod in Listening to music I was taking a look of the beautiful surroundings green all around me I Could hear my music and my Footsteps and the water fall I was almost there.

I took a right then I saw a beautiful water fall with rocks by the water I smile to myself I began to walk closer to the water i made my way behind the water fall I sit down on a rock I see the water fall down the water splash into the rocks drops getting on my face.

Years ago when I was 10 years old my mother took me here she said it was her safe place when stuff became to much for her and she needed to be alone she used to come her when she was sad or to get high when she was 15 and 16 this was one of those times I needed to be alone

It has been about 2 hours my face hurts from the punch i received earlier my phone stared to ring I look over at my phone I see the name Layla💗 I decided to Ignore it I didn't want to talk to anyone right now I just wanted to be alone for once in my life no one will leave me alone no one would people aways want something from me And I hate it a lot

10 minutes go by another call this time I decided to answer I don't want anyone to worry about me and I'm acting like someone would worry a grabbed my phone without looking who it is "I don't wanna talk right now" "really I didn't know that" it was a man's voice not Layla voice "who is this" I ask I took the phone from my ear and look who it is it shows up a unknown number I put my phone backs to my ear "who do you think it is?" "Hunter I get ur trying to prank me you got me now leave me alone"

"Wow you really think it ur brother ur really stupid"
He say the laugh "look bitch I don't know who you are but LEAVE ME THE FUCK AlONE" I say though the phone the last part a little more loud
"Old Wickery bridge hazel" then the man hung up
"Old Wickery bridge" i repeat now I was fucking terrified.

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I walk up my best friend Layla driveway I open the door it was normal for us to walk into each other house like that because we have been best friends for 7 years I walk up her stairs I hear music coming from her bedroom I walk up to her door and open it.

i see her laying on her bed on her stomach looking though picture of me and her and Olivia her and Olivia were not best friends but there where friends we hung out together sometimes she look up at me relieved look on her face she rolled her brown eyes
"Hazel you sacred me I thought something happened to!" She says standing up from her bed putting the photos down "something did...." a confused look appeared on her face as my tilted her head then she saw the bruise on my right cheek "oh my god hazel.."

Her eyes began to water "it ok it nothing don't worry" I say shrugging it off like it was nothing it happened all the time I'm used to it at this point he needed someone to blame and that person was me it always was I'm the black sheep the mistake the no good kid who is disappointment the reason why she dead.

Ur probably wondering what I'm taking about two years ago when I was about 14 me and my mom where on the way home I went to a party my dad told me not to go to but my mom told me two live my life get out when I can so I went I end calling my mom to come pick me up so she did it began to rain when we on ur way home the rain became stronger and one thing lead to the other we end up going off the old Wickery bridge I ended up with a broken arm and a few scratches on my arm and face from the glass of the window my mom she didn't make it
I don't know how I did but I did my aunt said it was a miracle that I'm still alive and she happy that one of us made it because she couldn't lose both of us.

Ever since my dad has hated me my dad never like me but after that he hated me with his whole heart he should it was my fault I shouldn't have gone to the stupid party and if I did why did I have to call my mom I loved her with a whole heart ever since she died my dad don't want to talk about it was ok he was grieving in his own way soon he started to let all of his anger and grief and sadness on my at first and was him telling me it was all my fault why she gone then it got physical really physical one time I almost ended up in the hospital because how bad it got.

"Hazel it is not ok what he doing to you it not ok!" Hearing my best friend say this to me made me Broke down I started to sob "I know it not ok Layla I know I just don't know what to do!" I began to choke on my own tears "it ok shh your safe with me ok" she says running towards me before I fell to the floor "I'm so sacred Layla I'm so sacred" I cry into her arms "I know you are ok your safe with me ok I promise" i nod into her shoulder.

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We did in her bed in silence "so wanna talk or??" She ask looking over at me "yea.." I say my voice it dry i cough "uh um I got a call today from someone" I say looking down at my hands that playing with my rings she then looks over at my "who?" She ask moving closer to me "that the thing I don't know who" she narrows her eyes at me "so you got a call from someone but you don't know who?" "Yep"
I say putting my arms in the air "well there is nothing we can do so..." she say laying back on the head bored "they said old Wickery bridge lay" I say looking back at her she turns her head towards me "they said what!" She say sit more up "shhhhh be quiet" I said putting a hand to her mouth and my other on my mouth shush her to be quiet "sorry" she say in a whisper "it ok" "so what do we do now..I mean they know and they are just trying to remind you about it or some shit that fuck up" " I know but we are not doing anything" she look at me like bitch what did you just say "hazel" "Layla" "we have to do something!" "No Layla we are not doing anything ok that it if they call again then maybe we will do something but not now" "ok fine" she said in a bored tone "so what do you wanna do?" she ask "maybe you could let me use ur makeup" "uh I love you and you know I would let you but why?" She ask me tilting her head "uh hey dummy to cover this" I point to my face "oh yeaaaaa right" "yeaaaa right" I say giggling "hazel I don't want you to keep getting hurt though like isn't hunter there doesn't he try to stop it from happening?" She ask in a sad tone I know she doesn't like me getting hurt.

"No I don't want to him to know I'm fine Layla" I say grabbing her hand and shaking it "dose anyone else know like ur aunt she visited doesn't she" she say "I don't want anyone to know Layla and I told you because I trust you" she shakes her head "Layla stop being like that I'm fine and I'm telling the truth I would never lie y to you your know that" which was a lie.

" yeah I know" she gets up and got to grab the foundation it full she doesn't use it much she has perfect skin "thanks" I say walking to her mirror to apply it to my bruise.