"How could he do this....how could he just betray me,Why would he ever act like he loved m-, No-...." Chay screamed, his face spreaded into a humorless grin, dumbfounded at himself, mocking his own actions , Everything had just been unlocked upon his eyes from the blindness of love, He started laughing, Tears falling and falling like a Beginning to infinity;
"BETRAYAL?HAH! h-He never said to me he l-loved me..Chay sobbed "He never showed me he did,He never did anything to me,it wasn't him......it was me who betrayed myself,Who was foolish to get blinded by everything, i was mindless to think what i saw in his eyes was love...no....was anything for me at all."
"Right,It was my fault, everything is my fault....ever thinking I am worthy for love, for anything! Everything and everyone had been lying to me.....My brother,People around me,And my own heart, TREATING ME LIKE A KID!!" He can't run away from this,from his heart,from his feelings.
Trying to hide from every single thing and to run is just like getting contaminated and never getting treated....as it reaches every single part of your body, Nothing but death greets you to the depth of No more.
"How could I ever think I'd be able to have Him...Kim, How could I....none than a fan could get his love....even his attention should have just made me contended but instead I was dense enough to think I'll get something else, something above the reach of the stars"
Chay was done with every bit, He could never trust anyone the way he used to, He can never be the innocent sunshine he was....or Can he?
Heyy! Thankyou for reading this chapter, Hope You liked it❤️, See Ya in Next chap...
