"Yeh I did it....I made Chay give me up....Yeh, everything would be fine now, Won't it?" Kim was speaking to himself, he didn't know what to do anymore,he didn't know what he did was the right or wrong thing,he didn't know anything, He didn't even know what he was feeling.
Confusion and unknown sadness started filling him up, "This is what I wanted, I should stop feeling these unmeaningful Emotions, Bringing chay near me would be nothing but like bringing him somewhere surrounded with predators"
Kim closed his eyes, filling it with chay's innocent,bright smile. "He is too nice for this world....bringing him inside this world for my-" Kim stopped "m-my feelings towards him would be nothing but my selfishness, I am unworthy of his love,his light to my darkness after what shit i did to him...So i-"
Kim turned, all of a sudden hitting a small box which fell down, As he bend to pick it up, he realized those were the polaroids Kim Made out of the photos he took with chay! With words marked above it , words he wished would happen and that happened;
Going through all the polaroids,Every memory started to flow from his heart to his eyes. Suddenly Kim felt something wet in his hand, he looked to see a small drop of water, which was soon joined with another, Checking he realized what it was, Tears, Tears from his eyes, Eyes of Kimhan Theerapanyakul, The man known to have no emotions.
Finally conceiving the emotions he has been holding up , he just let it out, letting it all sink into the past memories of unexpected happiness and brightness; Letting the rest of the tears fall, He hugged the pieces of those pictures as if his life depended on it. Kim whispered " Why did It seem so perfect,But then it had to end so soon." He felt an agonizing yell escape his throat as he screamed. He screamed, trying to let out his frustration.
After Minutes which seemed to be hours,Kim stood up, steadying himself. It has happened, The biggest thing Kim feared has embraced him; Kim now has a weakness, A weakness that he never would be able to overcome.
"My life is a joke isn't it?, The fact that I'll remember you,Remember us....longer than I have known you,Longer than I have known how we would have been together." Kim said his face changed into something assorted of undefined sadness and anger
"Separated by the fear of getting close but guess the fear has found its way inside me."
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