"Chayyyy" Macau was running behind Chay after the classes had just ended and Chay walked ignoring Macau like he wasn't even there.
Macau held Chays hand trying to stop him and chay suddenly snatched his hand away remembering the whole yesterday for the nth time. "What is it Macau?" Chay spoke trying to be calm
"Why you ignoring me!?" Macau replied and Chay took a deep breath so that there wouldn't be a scene outside,
"Do you think I'm dumb?" Chay asked, and Macau just responded with a "huh" like Chay was speakin a whole different language,
"Yesterday. p'kim was there, u knew he would be there... didn't you?" Macau was silent, it was obvious from his reaction that he knew it, Chay just exhaled and walked out and Macau ran behind him and stopped him.
"WAIT, see I'm sorry but I just wanted to help you-" Macau started and chay interrupted him "You know how you could have HELPED me? By keeping that guy away from me, I Legit told you EVERYTHING and THAT is how you HELP me!?"
"Chay It's so obvious that you still have feel-"Macau spoke
"DONT U DARE MACAU. DONT U DARE FINISH THAT SENTENCE." Chay raised his voice
"CAN U STOP BEIN LIKE THIS?" Macau joined in "MAYBE YOU SHOULD TRY FINDING OUT WHY KIMHAN IS BEHAVING THE WAY HE IS, ISN'T THAT WHAT YOU DO WHEN U LOVE SOMEONE!?" Macau continued
"Is this what it is!?, Your BROTHERLY LOVE for Phi Kim just arose out of nowhere huh? HE TOLD ME HE WAS SOR-" chay said
"YE IK WHAT HE TOLD YOU. BUT U JUST BELEIVED IT!? AND GOD I HATE THAT GUY! BROTHER!? THAT ASSHOLE!? JUST SHUT UP!?" Macau asserted
"SO WHAT IS IT THEN, WHAT DID HE FEED YOU FOR YOU TO TAKE HIS SIDE!?" Chay yelled and people just continued staring,
"I'M NOT TAKING HIS SIDE." Macau claimed,
"SO THEN WHAT!? YOU FEEL YOU KNOW EVERYTHING THEN!? WHAT ARE YOU, A LOVE GURU? WHEN YOU HAVEN'T EVEN BEEN IN LOVE!?" Chay yelled
"HOW DO YOU KNOW I HAVE NOT!?" Macau yelled back
"OH THEN WHO IS THE UNLUCKY GUY!" chay asked in absolute anger
"YOU." Macau replied in a reflexive response, suddenly realizing what he just did,
"what?" Chay spoke after a minute of silence to process what just happened, the people around were just staring and whispering around and Macau just took Chays hand and led him into his car,
"Get in." He told and Chay just did as he said without arguing
"Macau." Chay started "You shouldn't joke around with such stuff, especially in public."
Macau sighed "I wasn't, Chay I really do have feelings for you, but I know we won't work out, Coz Kim is the one for you, no matter what you say...he is. I just know it." Macau exclaimed
"He is not, I don't even-" chay interrupted and Macau stopped him, placing a hand on his lap.
"You don't need to do that with me, But above that don't do that with yourself, don't lie to yourself." Macau spoke as Chay just sat in the car silent "Why do you even...love me...How could someone -" Chay started and macau just flipped Chays forehead
"OW, WHAT WAS THAT FOR-" chay spoke rubbing his forehead and Macau started speaking,
"Dude, Can u shut the fuck up, For fucks sake you're pissing me off, you're such a great fking guy, Literally bubbles of magnetic sunshine that attracts people. You don't understand you're damn value and Maybe you should actually talk to that asshole Kim, hear him out once, just let him speak...I'm not telling you to get back with him because as you know already, I love you, and am not that good of a guy to just ask you to get together with him, but I'll respect you're decision coz you are...well YOU, and I can never get you by forcing myself on you, so I'll rather wait, move on or whatever shit and you don need to reject me saying you don see me that way coz I know that you don't, I'm not expecting you to love me back, for since the beginning I've known it would never be me, And you better not be awkward with me because of this shit because above all you're my best bud." Macau told slightly chuckling, hurt was clearly visible in his voice,
"Macau, Thank you, you're my best friend as well, I've never had such a great friend like you...I've been alone since forever in my life, Hia always tried to be there for me but how can he when he's a man who had so much of jobs just so he can pay all the damn loan sharks and fulfill all these dreams of mine." Chay continued "He used to say My dad used to sing and my mom could play guitar and that's why I wanted to do it as well and be a singer, even though they weren't beside me They will be in my heart at least that way, a part of me. And Then I found phi Kim, I literally became such a fan of him and then meeting him, maybe it's because I never had anyone show such sort of kindness to me, I configured it as love and then what he did just....yeh...but seeing him there yesterday and then realizing you were the one who brought him there made me think you weren't so different from him either, 'he made me open up and then just left me to be played with.' is what I thought, Ye I realize I thought wrong." Chay said while tears started forming in his eyes
"Chay, It's not that, It was so obvious you were hurting so much and I was adamant that Meeting Kim would surely solve it, I couldn't bear seeing you that way, and trust me Kim actually does love you-"
"No he doesn't -"
Macau shushed chay "Lemme finish, You ARE from different worlds Chay, I'm sure you know that and that's exactly why you're not seeing this, Kim Is a theerapanyakul, one of the highest positioned family in mafias and Kim probably didn't want that to be your life, because once you and him becomes anything you'll be in danger, but what that dumb Jerk didn't know was You're already a part of it through Porsche but then again, through Kimhan you'll be entirely in that world, and trust me..that world is anything but colors and flowers...it's filled with death and spilled blood, of shitheads and innocents, My mother died by being a part of it, my brother and I was abused each and every day for being a part of it unwillingly, i used to think maybe if I wasn't born -"
Macau smiled sadly and chay just placed his hand above macau's in a comforting manner because he understood what he meant
"My brother tried his best to meet my dad's expectations just to make sure that I do not get involved in that, So Chay just believe me...even though I've been in that world my entire life, I still hate it, so yeh, talk out with that Kim and stop being so depressed." Macau told to Chay and he just hugged him
"Okay, I'll talk to him, thanks cau. I love you so much."
Macau's heart throbbed hearing that, he knew what way chay meant that,and he also knew what he was doing, he could have been selfish and just kept chay to himself but chay deserves to be happy in love, and that wouldn't be possible through him. "Same to you too Chay."
Hii all, sorry for such a late update, Hope you guys like this chapter, I'll update the next chapter tmrwww!!😊 Mwah<3
